CHAPTER 19: NAMJIN

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Jin

After me and tae got jimin on the airport to leave for Ireland, me and tae starts to go home using my car.. i was at the driver seat and tae was on the passenger seat...

"H-hyung... what we gonna do?" Tae sobbed

"I-i dont know too" i said while driving.. tears brimming my eyes

"H-how can they do this to him" he sobbed

"He is so fragile hyung"


"I-i know tae.. please dont cry.. lets confront them later" i said and put right hands to rub his back and he sobbed..

I dropped him into his house without saying a goodbye... both of our lives got broken and dull. Its all colorless.. its vintage, its grey... tears were flowing i to my cheeks and sniffs on my nose.. i didn't mind it.. i feel so numb, i continue to drive

As i reach our house, i parked my car and start walking... i open the door and didn't even bother to close it. I sat on the couch, crying while gripping my hair with both of my hands.. my whole body feel numb.. i think im paralyzed... i continue to sob until

"Jin, baby I'm hom-" Namjoon's voice booms into the living room wearing his black tuxedo with his suitcase.. he stared me with big eyes

"MYGOD BABY WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU!" he was about to hug me when i stand up and cgnal him to stop where he was standing

"D-DONT YOU EVEN F-FUCKING DARE TOUCH ME!!!" i shouted at him

"Wh-why how wh-what!?" He asked confused.. i sobbed more. I hugged my knees and cry morr and more. I feel namjoon has walking on my direction

"H-hey what's going on.. tell me" he says while making me stand up

"Cmon baby whats the matte-" he didnt finish his sentence when i slapped his face.. really hard

"DONT YOU FUCKING BABY ME! YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING FRAGILE JIMIN IS! AND YET YOU DID THE FUCKING DARE! YOU ARE SO HEARTLESS NAMJOON! I THOUGHT YOU WERE FUCKING SMART! I THOUGHT I LOVED YOU  BECAUSE YOU ARE THE PERSON WHO CAN UNDERSTAND'S OTHER PEOPLE'S EMOTIONS! DID YOU SEE HOW JIMIN CAME HERE WITH HIS BROKEN HEART! DID YOU SEE HOW BROKEN HIS EYES WAS!! YOU HEAR HIS SOBBS!?? YOU WANNA HEAR HIS VOICE WHEN HE TOLD US THAT IN HIS FIRST FUCKING ANNIVERSARY WITH HIS FUCKING BOYFRIEND HE CAUGHT HIM HAVIN SEX WITH OTHERS! YOU WANT ME TO HAVE SEX WITH OTHERS TOO? SO THAT YOU CAN FEEL JIMIN'S PAIN! YOU HEARTLESS BASTARD! WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM!?? TO ME!?? I ALMOST SHRANK MYSELF WHEN JIMIN TOLD US IT WAS YOU AND JUNGKOOK WHO PLAYED THE GAME WITH YOONGI! I FEEL GUILTY NAMJOON! WHY!?" i shouted at him whike punching his chest

"I-swear nam-namjoon if  theres something b-bad happens with jimin, i will fucking break up with you!" I sobbed and he widen his eyes and hugged me

"No! J-jinnie baby dont say that! You not gonna leave me o-okay!?"

" th-then why youdo it" i said sobbing my heart out whike my nose is on the croo k of his neck and. Both arms are trying to get out from his hold and still punching his chest

"I did try to stop them baby! I really did! I said it was a bad idea but jungkook just called me a pussy! I even texted yoongi-hyung that day that its not going to be fun and it can hurt jimin but he didnt answer me back! We gonna bring jimin back ok? Please believe me jin... please" he says while hugging me closer and put his nose on my neck while also crying.. i continue to cry like a child until i fall asleep



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