Midas x reader

Left me?

Midas POV

It was early in the morning it was still dark out. You looked over to see Meowscles asleep in your chair. What happen last night came flooding back.

"Shit. I need to go and apologise to y/n for what happened last night and the others I will do in the morning." You mumbled to your self.

You got out of bed seeing that you were still naked from the gangnam style dance last night. You wrapped yourself in your cover and grabbed some clothes.

You weren't sure why you were wrapping yourself up because Meowscles was the only one there and he was asleep he had also seen you naked on many different occasions.

You quickly got dressed you didn't put your suit on because that would take to long so you put a pair of shorts on with no shirt. You were about to leave when you suddenly heard a grumble.

You looked to see what it was and it was Meowscles.
"Hey there Midas. Why are you awake and dressed? You should be sleeping I am here to keep an eye on you."
"Well I'm not tired and I want to say sorry to y/n and sorry to you for the way I acted yesterday."
"Oh ok. Don't worry about it. It wasn't that big of a problem. Anyway yeah go see y/n she might be asleep just letting you know."
"Ok thanks"

You were about to leave when you remembered about Goldie. You ran over to your bedside table and picked him up. He was peacefully asleep until you woke him up. You would of left him to sleep but he was to precious to leave and also you couldn't trust Meowscles to not try and eat him.

You left your room and walked straight into y/n. You saw her covers bundled up together on the bed. You found it rather cute that she slept curled up into a ball when she slept.

You walked over slowly to make sure you were quiet you moved the covers and she wasn't there. "Wait where the hell is she? No she didn't leave me she wouldn't ever do that or maybe she realised how useless I am. No Midas stop thinking like that she probably went on a walk. Why would she go on a walk at 4:15 in the morning. Fuck why did I ruin the one thing I actually felt happy about. She was the only thing that made me wake up with a spring in my step and I fucking ruined it didn't I. I can't keep anything. No one loves me. It feels like every time I care about someone they leave me I can see why I'm not worth anything."

Your eyes started tearing up and you cuddled y/n covers. You felt like no one loved you not even yourself. You were now full on crying in her bed.

"FUCK MIDAS get it together. She was just a girl that you don't need. You lived before without her you can do it again." You said trying to hide your emotions.

"She wasn't just a girl though she was special. She made you feel a certain way that you had never felt before. You actually felt happy around her."You thought to yourself while missing her even more. You couldn't understand you had never felt like this before. The only other time you had felt this way was when your mum left.

You had gotten really sad you didn't enjoy this feeling. You hated it. You laid down in y/n bed and started smelling her covers that smelt exactly like her.

You were crying a lot now it was something that was going to be really obvious but you didn't care about that. All you cared about was your baby girl y/n who had left. You couldn't breathe properly you were crying so hard.

You started hugging her covers and teddy bears she had in her bed again. You saw there was a photo of you and her on her bedside table. You grabbed it and held it tight in your arms making sure you would never let go. You soon fell asleep from how much you were crying. (Quick question do yall ever get really tired and fall asleep after crying? Or is that just a weird thing I do.)