"honestly I don't know"
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renjun POV
and there my heart broke into pieces I am sure he doesn't love me
"i am so sorry"
"you didn't let me finish I don't know but I want to love you I have this attachment towards you but I am confused"
i smiled he does like me
"about what"
"i have this attachment with someone else too I always wanted to get over it cuz I didn't know the term poly and thought that I was a um slut" and he laughed bitterly
"that is not true you will never be one and uh who is that another person"
jaemin POV
i am scared jun but I will tell you the truth
"um it's jeno"
then he squealed and hugged me, I blushed at the sudden action
"what happened" I said
"um how do I say this I am really happy because I like jeno too"
"huh what"
"yes you heard it correctly we both like each other and jeno"
"I can't believe it"
"you think I can, but"
"but what"
"I don't think he has feelings for us"
okay but why did my heart clenched at this I knew that I am actually shocked that he likes me but if jeno likes renjun I will let them be together moreover I would be more of a burden they don't need me
"so nana if jeno doesn't like us please promise me that we will stay together"
i smiled at him god I am really falling for him
"we will so are we in a relationship or not"
"it's you're wish"
"um can we wait because I am still confused with my feelings I know I am falling for you and him but we should go on dates and stuff"
"it's fine I will wait for you"
"really you will"
"of course I like you and your comfort matters so i will"
"thanks"
then he smiled at me and I smiled back suddenly he hugged me
"I can't wait for the day we will be together" he mumbled
"don't worry the day will come really fast"
we broke the hug and looked at each other damn he is so beautiful I went near him and kissed his cheek
author POV
the moment jaemin kissed renjun's cheek his eyes were wide open and his cheeks turned into a light shade of pink
"sorry I couldn't hold it you are too cute" jaemin said
"it's fine nana"
"so what do you wanna do now"
"um I don't know can we watch a movie"
"your house or mine"
"definitely yours my house is a farm of animals"
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Fanfiction╰┈➤ 𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍. renjun is a victim of abuse due to which he ran away. jaemin has a dark past due to which he is sucidal. jeno wants love and time from his parents. warning: sensitive topics like abuse, self-harm, eating disorder...
