07.10.20
It's like a dark cloud, filling up my head
taking over my thoughts.
I feel so empty, unmotivated to do anything.
I'm having a hard time remembering,
I can't concentrate at all
Walking around in a daze
watching, but not looking or listening.
The only thing that seems to bring me peace is sleeping.
Drifting away in a state of unconsciousness
living in my dreams.
I haven't told anyone about this
because I don't know what it is for sure,
I don't know how to get out of this mood.
I'm trying my best,
but it feels like I'm not trying at all.
I'm stuck in a rut
and I don't know what to do.
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4. Memories and Feelings That Still Haunt Me
PoetryI've cried too hard for too long as I debated death. Over and over, all I wanted was a quick overdose, a quick way to escape the pain. Until the guilt set it and made me realise, suicide feels too selfish. Instead I turned my sadness into art and my...
