25.10.20
Why can I just talk to people like I used to?
Everything feels so forced and strained,
have I really changed?
I can't bring myself to say anything, so most of the time I don't.
Ever since that weekend I've stayed pretty hidden,
I'm always online, but not really conversing.
I'm sorry that I choose not to say anything
over awkwardly trying to keep a conversation going.
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4. Memories and Feelings That Still Haunt Me
PoetryI've cried too hard for too long as I debated death. Over and over, all I wanted was a quick overdose, a quick way to escape the pain. Until the guilt set it and made me realise, suicide feels too selfish. Instead I turned my sadness into art and my...
