With you - Sanders sides human! AU - Book 1

Chapter 14 (Virgil's POV)

When I woke up I sat in my bed for a few minutes before I was ready to actually start the day. I had acted like a moron last night. It wasn't such a big deal. Well, it was a deal, but I had overreacted. Logan was dating someone else. So what? I didn't had any chances of getting with him anyways... But still, it hurt that it was with Janus. Specially Janus. I hated that guy. He was the human personification of deceit. 

I finally got the energy to lift myself off the bed and I looked for my phone. I hadn't been able to fall asleep last night until really late. While I looked for it, I could hear Patton talking with someone. I hopped there wasn't anyone else here. No other voices where anywhere to be heard, so I guessed that it was over the phone. 

It was already mid-morning? Fuck, I had overslept a lot. I opened the door and I could hear Patton placing his phone on the kitchen table.

"Hey there kiddo! Uh, how are you feeling today?" Patton smiled, pushing his phone aside. His smile was an anxious one. Who had he been talking to?

"I'm ok Pat. Don't worry about me," I said, lying down in the sofa and taking out my phone again.

"Are you sure? Last night you were really down and..."

"Patton, I'm ok. Trust me. I just... Don't wanna talk about it now. OK?"

"Sure, sorry! Are you hungry? Do you want some coffee or something else?" Patton asked, walking by to the kitchen again.

"No. I don't like having breakfast early in the morning. Or at least just as I wake up. Right now I just want to space out until I'm ready to come back to reality and stuff. Do you know what I mean?"

"Su-sure kiddo!" Patton lied, "I- um... ok. Well, tell me when you are ready for breakfast and I can make you something."

"If you insist."

Patton walked away and I opened tumblr. Looking through social media was a great way to start the day. And also to take your thoughts away. I didn't want to think about Logan. Or about Janus. Or about anything similar. But I couldn't get it off my mind. I had been so naïve thinking that the evening was going to go well. And Logan was already dating someone. I should've asked. But I hadn't. And now I had this swollen feeling in my throat. It was stupid. Feelings were stupid. This was stupid. Why wasn't I able just to move on with this?

After some time of not doing anything and looking up random stuff on tumblr to feel better, I looked at the hour. 12:44. I had been here, without almost moving for almost an hour. As always, I had spaced out real big, but it didn't bother me at all. 

I still didn't feel really hungry, but I made myself a cup of coffee too keep myself functioning and wondered where Patton was. He wasn't in his room, or in the kitchen or the living room. I tried to make memory, but it was all blurry. I decided to send him a text.

Virgil: Yo, Pat, were r u?

Patton: I went to buy food about thirty minutes ago with Roman

I told you, remember?

Virgil: No

It doesn't matter

I was just wondering

Patton: Ok, buddy

Oh, btw

Virgil: Yes?

Patton: Can Roman come to have lunch with us?

Roman and I made stew yesterday and he'd like to try it

Virgil: I guess...

Fuck! I didn't want to be around anyone. And Roman would probably piss me off. I didn't had the energy for that. But Roman and Patton had worked hard on doing lunch... I couldn't take that away from Princy. What should I say. Was it worth it?

Patton: Virge, if you want to be alone we'll understand

I don't want to put any pressure on you

Virgil: No! No, thats not what i mean

I- just do whatever you want Pat

If Princy wants to come over and eat I cant stop him

Patton: ok...

I turned my phone off and groaned. Why was live so difficult! Why couldn't shit go as I wanted? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

I had nothing to do for the next hours. I didn't want to continue on my phone. I didn't feel like reading nor drawing. I didn't have any anime or series that I wanted to start. Going for a walk wasn't an option. But I wanted to do something!

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I had been lying in the sofa staring at the ceiling for an hour now. I was incredibly bored, but I wasn't able to bring myself to do something. I just lacked the motivation. I needed an incentive. I needed a...

Click

That was the door. Patton was probably back. I closed my eyes and listened. Was Roman here too?

"Greetings my dear Emo Nightmare! How are you feeling today?" Yep. He was here.

"No good, not terrible," I answered.

"Did you eat anything?" Patton asked.

"Yeah. I had some coffee," I answered, still with my eyes closed. 

"Ok. We are going to finish preparing lunch. Wanna come and help?"

"If there's nothing better to do," I really didn't want to, but I didn't want to let Patton down. I opened my eyes and groaned, "Here we go,"

Like I was lying in the sofa, I rolled to the floor. I liked rolling around, and I had perfected my technique so I could fall of places and end unharmed, just like a cat. I didn't take almost any energy, gravity made almost everything. I fell on my feet with a loud bump.

"Virgil!" Patton ran next to me, "Virgil, are you ok? Are you hurt?"

"What? No, Pat, I'm ok," I stood up.

"Sure? But you just fell... Are you...?"

"Oh, that. Don't worry Patton, that's just a thing that I do."

"So you like to fall from places?" Roman asked from the kitchen.

"I like to define it as rolling," I explained.

"Well, don't do it again. You are going to get hurt," Patton ordered.

"Pat, I've been doing this for years. And I've never got hurt."

"I will physically fight you!" Patton exclaimed, pointing at me with a spatula.

"Gods, chill. Well, what are we supposed to do?" I asked.

The chapter was starting to get a bit too long, so we're stopping here. Do y'all have any request for a drawing of the sides in my AU? I'd be glad to draw it when I have time...

And 'till the next time, take it easy guys gals and non binary pals!