Happiness| hyunmin

Hyunjin

"Hey hyunjin...?" I started off. He turned his eyes to me. "Why do you like me...? I mean like I get that you do but it's kinda hard for me to believe you do. I'm just me and you're god you're handsome and so popular and perfect-"

"Let's get one thing straight Minnie I'm not perfect and I have many problems of my own." He stared off into the sky. "Like my mother for Instance she doesn't know I'm gay but yet here I am with the love of my life because I truly love you. And hey if she doesn't accept it. I wouldn't care I'll run away and go live with you!!" He smiled towards me a genuine warm hearted smile.

"You wanna know something hyunjin. I've liked you for the longest time I just didn't know how to tell you. You were always with so many people. That I just kept my space and admired you from a far but now." I took his hand into mine. "You're mine now I'm not letting go this time not for now or ever... thank you for waiting for me to come to my senses. I love you so much hyunjin." I put my hand on his check and leaned to kiss him.

Once more out lips met each other and the softness of them was everything. Like a cloud or a sweet that you can't get bored of. They were an addiction. I pulled away and smiled warmly towards him. "Let's go home why don't we?" I pulled him up from his seat and grabbed his hand tightly.

"Yes Minnie let's go home and I promise I'm not gonna run away so you can stop grabbing my hand harshly." He chuckled as I let lose of his hand but still held it. We made it back home hand in hand, but it was time for us to let go.

"Hey min?" Hyunjin asked me as we faced each other.  "invite me next time so that i cant properly apologize to your mother for hurting you..." His eyes soften as he looked over to my house. I grabbed him be his cheek and made him look at me.

" You have nothing to apologize for. If we had to blame someone it would have to be me. Plus my mother is a big softy she'd never blame you for anything. In fact she still truly loves you." I smiled at him as he brought my hand up to his lips and gave a soft peck.

"this what I needed your warm hands to warm mine up. They're perfect for this weather. " he smiled softly at me. "anyways I have to go love, my mother will be waiting for me for at home." He turned around just like before and started to run.

"HYUNJIN!!" I shouted out towards him. He wiped his head back and faced me.

"YES MY LOVE!!" He shouted back

"I- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!"

I could see his smile form. "SO DO I MY LOVE!! NO HEAD INSIDE ITS COLD HERE." He signaled me to go in and so I did exactly what he told me to do.

I reached the top of my stairs and turned my head around to face him once more. I smiled as I saw him still standing there. I waved and unlocked the door and walked in...

It seems that my mom had gone to yet another one of her long trips because of her work. This time she just left a little sticky note on the fridge no food no nothing which means it was a last minute call.

"seungmin my baby I'm sorry I won't be here for your birthday, but please hang out with your friends go cause some trouble but not to much mommy will be back in no time. Sorry I couldn't make you seaweed soup this year again..."

I didn't bother me this time unlike last year because this year I have all of my friends and on top of that I have hyunjin now. I'm not alone this time... I-I I feel happy for once... Tears started to stroll down my face

"I'm happy Mom... I'm so happy..." I sobbed right there and didn't stop for a while later. I felt this new emotion something that in my life I had always contemplated whether or not I would ever find happiness if I would ever be able to be with someone else. If I'd still be living the same hell over and over again and not being able to escape it. I'm happy... An expression that I would've never known without hyunjin... I'm glad to call him My first and last true love.

For the first time I had someone to call my own.