Part 39 - The end...?

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Like everytime, i saw the end right when it just started. I could see that i can hurt him, make him miserable and i asked myself how hurt can i be, miserable can i be because i still couldn't find anything that can make me feel extreme, but if it did, it would be here. Later he will tell me: „If you were to stab me with a knife i wouldn't be surprised at all because i have already thought about it, knew for sure that it could absolutely happen but i still chose it anyway." But this is a story for later. Now at that time he laughed and said: „Yes, i know that you are crazy and mental, is there some newer story that you can tell me?"


One week, one month and then one year walking together i „awoke". I am addicted to another thing already. I stopped borrowing, cultivating for a much longer joy.


And we sat together forever, walked together forever, i talked forever, he listened with his brown eyes wide open in hazelnut color, his head lying on my legs on a porch. I kept going like that over and over, we kept going like that and then the sun appeared from nowhere we didn't even noticed. I watched the strange early rays of the morning, the sky turning to pink and for the first time in a long time i wanted to know, i really wanted to know what will this coming sunlight bring to me.


THE END


I don't know if you just came across this book because of pure curiosity or because you already knew who Plaaastic was before and just wanted to know her life story but in case that you are just here out of curiosity i just want to add some informations about the after end of her story. On 1.10.2017 it was said that Plaaastic died but the truth was that she just killed her identity after the heartbreaking ending of her marriage that lasted for one year i think (Nam cheated on her) and probably many other things and she just wanted to become Nhi and live like Nhi. But unfortunately her life as Nhi was very short and on December 2018 she commited a successful suicide.


If you will find some misleading information, please let me know i will really appreciate it.


Thank you for everyone who have read this book and was patient with me since it took me such a long time to finish and i hope that you will take something from this book, the good or the bad that's up to you.

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