LOVE IMPERFECTION

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Lily's POV.

The day hasn't even ended but it already feels so long. It feels like I have walked all through the city barefoot. I feel so weak but also strong. I feel sad but at the same time happy. I want to cry but I also want to smile.

BC is here standing next to me at my apartment door. If I wasnt so sad from the inside I would tell you just how handsome he has become. But like I said I am also happy so I will tell you.

In two words: super handsome.

He looks confident, smart and taller but not very taller than I am because his arms didn't swallow me up. It's just the perfect kind of gap.

I unlocked my apartment and we went in and he took a sit.

"Excuse me a sec" I said and he nod with a smile.

I went to the bathroom and washed my face, he's right even my eyes shows that I have cried. I  sigh and packed my hair up into a rough bun.

All of a sudden I feel uncomfortable with my hair down, it tires me.

I changed into a soft cotton red knee gown and stepped out.

His eyes lingered at my feet or was it my bare legs or was he looking at my floor.....#shrug#.

But his eyes were there looking at my legs then slowly upwards, up, up, till he reached my eyes. I found myself frowning.

He turn away quickly and laughed a little.

"What is funny?" I asked

"It's nothing". He said with his head looking opposite me laughing.

I folded my hands across my chest "I still don't see anything funny".

"Can I look now?" He asked instead and I hmm a response.

He stood up and walked towards me, he stopped laughing but carried a smile, that innocent smile I didn't get to know before we got separated.

"Nothing is funny lily. It's you who has changed so much that I couldn't help but feel happy and excited and amazed at the same time and what else was I suppose to do. Cry?" He started softly looking into my eyes but then the last part earned me a raised brow.

Woooow! Hold it there, I might just faint now. Too much pain and amusement can kill me right now. He's looking into my eyes and talking so softly. I gotta pinch someone.

What do I say to this, he's right. I have changed and that's the first life changing good decision I have ever taken for myself that am so God damn proud of.

I tore my eyes off his, I know if I look for too long I could drawn. Those blue iceblock could melt me.

I chuckle and nod then I walk pass him and sat on a couch. He did the same beside me.

"What happened after you left?" I asked him wanting to know everything. Not that it's necessary but just to get my mind off everything and maybe just know.

He adjusted and intertwined his fingers together and took a heavy breath. "well, alot has happened lily but after I left Austin. I started a new highschool and afterwards a university studying the business field so that I handle my dad's business and that's it, here I am". He raised his hands in the air.

"Oh, that was quick but good, I never doubted your Aunt Marie. And am very happy for you BC, you definitely deserve where you are now and everything else good" I said honestly and wholeheartedly.

"Thank you. Now your turn".

There's so much to tell with so many good and bad memories of which I don't really know which category to place myself.

Did I even win or lost?.

I swallowed along with the laughter about to escape my lips.

"Ok, where do I start?"

"After I left Austin". He replied.

"After you left I taught Venessa a very good lesson, do you know I tied her hair to a basketball court and beat the hell out of her" I laughed.

"Oh my God. You really did that?" He looked shocked.

" I did alright".

"How did u even do that?".
I shrugged.

"And Adrian?". He asked

"You didn't know about Adrian?" I knew Adrian didn't return to high school since the fire incident but bc was with me that day.

Unconscious. oh I remember now.

"After they kidnapped us, at long last I set him on fire" I told him in a whisper feeling an unwanted guilt all of a sudden.

" What?" He shouted.

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