LOVE IMPERFECTION

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lily's POV.

"How about a sabotage?" I suggested excitedly.

"No". He sighed boredly.

"OK how about we kidnap them?" I suggested again.

"What?, have you finally gone mad?" He retorted.

I rolled my eyes.

"What else was I suppose to say, you didn't like all my ideas" I said in an annoyed tone.

"And I actually don't mind if they are to be kidnapped". I added honestly.

"Me neither". He muttered dryly.

"But all your ideas are bad, hospitalizing, sabotage, kidnapping and even set their house on fire". He said looking at me like am stupid.

"OK fine!". I raised a hand in surrender " I give up, why don't you tell me what we will do now".

"I don't feel good about this".

"There we go again", I adjusted and turn to face him, at the moment all I wanted to do was open his head and drop all my words in there. I used my hands and cupped his face.

His face creased, lips parted eyes slightly widened by the sudden contact.

"Haven't you had enough?", Haven't you cried enough?". I started.

"I..." He tried to talk but I stop him.

" No, don't tell me anything, I don't want to hear it because I am tired of this, I don't want to cry anymore BC. I am not weak, we are not weak". I told him, crossing my arms on my chest annoyed.

He threw his head and groan.
"What if we just end up making things worst? ".

"I don't care what happens BC, nothing is ever easy, we will try until they cry their own eyes out because of us". I convinced.

Early this morning, all I did was bath and ate breakfast in a hurry, adrenaline was pumping in me due to all the excitement and the little anxiety that comes along with it.

I don't know what I am leading myself into but I know whatever is up ahead, it has to be better than this.

I never thought bc would come today, but he did.
He came to our meeting spot in the park, obscured from view. His leg is still wrapped with my clothe from yesterday. I just wonder why it hasn't been treated, he's deeply wounded. But I swallowed my words and not asked him about it.

If I were him, I wouldn't have been able to leave my house. Those glasses pieces really pierced dip into his foot but he's still here walking, that just makes me see him as a determined person.

He can endure pain but I can't, he can keep silent but I don't want to. I have kept quiet for so many years but it ends soon.

"We are not the same with the millers or the Lane's". He muttered sadly.

"But we also matter, we have the same value" I gave him an assuring smile and whispered. "We can do this".

His eyes suddenly widen as he stares at something or someone.

I turn to see what it is, it was Adrian on a bicycle with his two friends riding toward us.

BC quickly grabbed my hand and dragged me behind some bushes.

"What are you doing?" I asked him.

"What else, you think I have forgotten last time"?. He shook his head.

"I thought we are suppose to stand up for ourselves?".I asked confused.

"Maybe we will or maybe we will not but for now we hide".

I felt a sudden rush of anger, he's such a coward.

"I don't want to hide". I state

He spared me a glance.

"I want to try stand up for myself, I don't want to hide in bathroom's and behind bushes". I yelled.

"Sh!, you will lead them right to us" he whispered.

I shook my head in disappointment, I stood up and walked back to the tree and sat.

I muttered several curses, I have never met a such a coward in my life before.
But I don't blame him, maybe he just needs a little push and confidence.

"Mrs cruise, its nice seeing you here". Adrian said trying a french accent. I cursed him under my breath, not even sparing him a glance.

I rolled my eyes at him. I am feeling very annoyed at the moment.

"What did you just do?. This girl just rolled her eyes on me". He eyed me disdainfully. 

"Some guts she has". one of them said, I threw daggers his way.

Adrian bit the side of his lower lip and walked towards me. He squatted in front of me.

"Lily cruise, you roll your eyes one more time at me-". He smirked
"It warms my heart". He laughed and his friends joined.

I scoffed sarcastically.

His jaw twitch and he grabbed my jaw tightly, my lips part as my jaw started hurting.

I pushed his hand away and he grew more angry. He grabbed my shoulder and pulled me up to stand.

"What do you think you are doing lily, you don't try to fight back". He said in his usual cold voice

"Let me go, you are hurting me". I said as I wiggle in his grasp.

"Do you think I care what you feel". He says harshly.

I gathered all my strength to my palm and I pushed his chest, he stumbles backwards.

Kick him in the pant.

He moved towards me again quickly and without thinking I kicked him right between the pants.

That was the biggest mistake I have done so far! Little did I know.

He fell on his knees groaning. I gasp, grabbed my bag pack and took off running.

"You will regret this lily". He shouted as I ran towards my house.

My heart began to race as sweat beads form on my forehead.

Way to go girl, finally doing the right thing.

The right thing, he said she will regret it, God knows what he will do now.

Who cares my girl will face him.

Your girl is trembling in fear.

My mind kept having a conversation with another voice inside me.

I ran back home and threw myself on the worn out couch we have.

I started to laugh and cry at the same time.

I did it!"

"I caused him pain" I muttered.

"Adrian felt pain because of me".

"He felt pain" I shouted till my voice echoed.

But I wasn't satisfied, I will never be until they cry as much as I cried.

But damn! That felt good.

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Don't be too happy lily...

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