LOVE IMPERFECTION

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Lily's POV.

It was an amazing feeling to be able to do to others what they do to you.
Who knew revenge could feel this good.

But at the same time I also felt scared, I wonder how he will make me pay now.

What if he ran me over by a car or make all the teachers fail me or gag me in the school basement.

Oh lily.

What, don't blame me, just the thought of it creeps me out. By staying silent, he still torture us and now that am finally ready to take a stand, it will only get worst, I know that.

But he can bring on the worst. Whatever it is, I have gone through it. I can handle him. By avoiding even the tiniest sight of him, for starters.

I got frightened when I heard a faint knock on the door, I ignored it. It came again. My dad wont home till late today and am left alone, wishing it was any other day that he had to stay late.

I tiptoed to the door with sweaty hands, I grip the cold handle and jerk on it.

"YOU". I placed a hand on my chest, releasing even breath.

"BC, what are you doing here?. How you'd you know my house." I asked surprised with a hint of confusion.

"It was pretty easy" he shrug. "May I come in?".

I nod and made room. He walked in, his eyes wondered.

"Nice place you got here". Commented.

I closed the door and turn to face him. "Don't insult me". I retorted

There was nothing nice about my house, we have two couch of which one had my dad's butt groove.

The wooden floor is old and sometimes squeak, a small television and a tiny spaced kitchen.

"No, I am not trying to".

I narrowed my eyes "Spare me, how's are you feeling?". I changed the topic, pointing at his feet.

"Better, thanks".

"Come in". I offered walking ahead of him.

"No, it's okay, am fine here". He said. "I came to check on you". He mumbled. "You know, after yesterday". His eyes glued to the floor.

Saying that, I felt as though he switched an anger bottom in me. I voiced my thoughts.

"You mean the yesterday you watched behind the bushes and refuse to try help me?". I crossed my arms across my chest and continued-
"Forget about me, you couldn't even put into action all that talk we had about standing up for ourselves". I shook my head in disappointment.

"How could I have helped myself if they didn't see me or touch me" he said calmly.

"Yeah because you are a coward who hides behind the bushes" I made a sharp retort.

"I am just here to check on you" he repeated with a bored expression.

I felt more annoyed, letting out a short laugh.
"What did you think, that Adrian must have injured or murdered me now?. Well, I am absolutely fine, he cannot cause me any harm because I am not scared of him and I can fight back".

He pinched the bridge of his nose and loud sigh. "You think am a coward, Yes. You think am scared of Adrian, Yes. But so what, what does it matter to you if I stand up to him or not, why do you care?". He charges.

I mused, if he wasn't willing to help himself, then why did he bother coming back to the park yesterday, if he didn't I would have considered it a no from him. Why did he listen to me and let me convinced him.

"Get out" I ordered.

"Fine, help yourself lily cruise because I certainly don't need it". He stormed out of my house.

I sucked in a heavy breath to calm my boiling nerves. I hissed, rubbing my forehead and sank into the couch. I thought we were heading somewhere, making a friend, taking a stand and changing it all.

I don't wanna live a life of silence, I want to fight, I might be a poor nobody now. But I will make sure that I don't live the rest of my life a loser, I won't let anyone judge me in the future and if they did, I would raise my head high and say.

"I love who I am and how I am, if you have a problem with me then F** off".

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