LOVE IMPERFECTION

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Lily's POV.

( Five days later).

A loud groan escaped my throat followed by a yawn.

I was about to send disastrous curses to whoever is knocking on the door then I remembered it's not my house.

What if it's aunt knocking?.

I opened the door to find the house maid with a bunch of flowers (lilies) to be specific.

A deep frown made it's way to my face and I ask. "What are these?"

It's a stupid question I know. They are flowers obviously, Lilies too.

"Flowers mam". she replied, innocently.

Oh I thought it's a circus.

"A delivery man dropped them here for you." She grin  it's so nice lilies for Lily".

She's clearly thrown into a romantic delusion.

I gave her a narrow look, the grin on her face disappear.

As I sat back on bed, I took the note and open it. It says

"I wasn't suprised but amazed. How can I stop the dirty thought? When I want to forget not forgive?!"
SCAR

I swallowed. It's gone too far. With each passing day I can only live a confusing headache free day if I don't think of Adrian.

I have so many questions and I need answers. TODAY!!!

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"Hey, where to?" Bc asked as I collided with him at the front door.

I looked at him trying to remember what I wanted to ask him "You went to work without me" I said not asked.

"Yeah, you were sleeping so..." He shrugged it off.

Not now, we have more important things to do right now

"Do me a favour, where does Adrian work?" I asked in a serious tone.

He looked at me and blinked a few times.

"You heard me".

"Wait... What!?" He asked surprised, it's obvious.

"Bc please, his house, place of work, Anywhere I can find him?" My patience is running out and I just want to end whatever it is going on in my head and life.

"For what?" All the humour drain from his face.

"To get answers". I answered straigtly.

"What answers". He breath out.

"Lily I will handle everything" he say.

"No, I cannot let you "handle" everything bc. I am tired of this mind games". The annoyed lily in me took over.

"Don't you see, things are better. We have..."

"For you they are better. Seriously are you not gonna change, I thought you will do more than sit around and let everything just reveal itself. Playing cat and mouse won't help anybody. Once again I have to explain and step up to do it again, even for you!" I raised my voice.

He just doesn't get it, am frustrated. Can having a normal life be this hard?

Whether you try to be invisible or not someone always puts you down Infront of people. They embarrass you and remind you that you are a nobody.

Whether you like it or not, you always receive flowers and notes that are only confusing. Before it was scary, it has to be when you don't know who's keeping an eye on your every move. And now that you know. Should I just sit around and fold my arms like it doesn't bother me

I have never wronged anyone in my life except if they deserve it and am talking about Venessa, what I have done to her, she doesn't even deserve it. She deserves more

Who lives like this.....I WANT TO END IT.

His expression saddened and he kept quiet looking at me with warily.

"Fine don't tell me" I turn to leave

"I will come with you" I heard him say and walked pass me.

We walked into a large building with people walking up and down, when I looked up, it's like a never ending way to heaven.

How many flours does this place even have?

I let bc ask all the questions and we took the elevator.

I stormed into Adrian's office even though his assistant tried stopping me, when I shoot her a glare. Her lips seal on their own

His right brow raise when he sees me, not even the slightest of surprise in his expression.

"I need..."

"Answers" he cut me off and completed it.

Yeah, ok he must be expecting me. Good, now we will get this over with and Quick.

"What do you want from me?" I crossed my arms across my chest.

"Isn't it obvious." He replied in a bored expression.

" What DO YOU WANT FROM ME"? I asked again with clench jaw.

"Am sure by now, we don't need secrets between us, So it's simple. I don't want Kendrick to be successful, I don't want him to have everything. I hate him lily. We all know that". He said so calm as if he's holding a meeting.

But I didn't hear my name. And he's right, there is no secret and I know he hates bc.

"And me?"

He smirked " I want you..."

My breath ceased and I waited to hear what he wants to do to me or the amount of hatred he has for me but he stopped there.

I want you...

My throat went dry.