LOVE IMPERFECTION

39*.

Lily's POV

Does sitting on a couch stuffing your mouth with cake and watching WWE raw women's royal rumble helps cure your boredness?. Hell yeah.

It does, just that I don't have any  time to do that. Right now am standing outside a building I went to look for a job at. You do not even wanna know the details.

it's the third and it's a business insurance company. Now where else can I possibly go?.

I haven't eaten anything besides coffee since morning and now am jumping from this cab to the other.

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Maybe I do have that time to watch raw and eat cake after all.

I unlock my apartment door and went in only to find my entire living room covered with lilies.

A breath got caught up in my throat and I found myself screaming my lungs out.

Wait...why am I screaming?

Because this is my Freaking apartment and no one else has an extra  key and now so many flowers are laying everything in my living room.

I pin myself to the wall in shock and fear of moving. What if someone. By someone I mean scar is hiding in my room somewhere.

Holy shit!! Am panicking.

My entire apartment is filled with their sent. I threw my bag and credentials on the couch close to me.

I took off my heels and tiptoed to the dinning table. With my heart beating fast as fear took over my body, I grab a knife on the table.

I guess I was too lazy to tidy up before leaving. That explains the knife.

I looked around tightening my grasp on the knife, I began to tiptoe to my bedroom.

This is so crazy!.

My door bell suddenly rang making me jump and scream. I ignored it and went back to what I was doing.

Ding dong. Ding dong!!

What if it's just more flowers.

Then I will kill whoever brought them.

I flung my door open and a sigh of relieve left me.

"What's going?" Bc asked seeing my condition.

"Is it a bad time or?" He looked down at my hand and I followed his eyes. He was looking at the knife I was holding.

I turn without saying a word leaving the door open for him, I threw the knife and sat myself down on the floor.

"Lily, what is all this?" He stopped by the door and asked with a small confused look.

I threw my hands in the air and shrugged. That's the best he's gonna get from a girl whose house has just been broken into by a mysterious stranger.

"How can anyone even make you his when you are mine, MINE".

"The universe is a witness to me never leaving your sight lily".

"I wish it was different that I could just walk up to you. But my heart will always beat for you".

"Funny how I found myself drawn to you in every way and I never lose what I want. You are scar's".

"Stop" I yelled in annoyance at Bc reading all those stupid notes.

I feel like breaking things and crying but no. Why would I do all that.

Because someone is stalking me, watching my every move, breaking into my house?.

"Who is scar?" He came to sit next to me on the floor, facing me and waiting for a response.

"I don't know" I said quietly.

"That's the worst part"
A tear left my eye.

"You don't know but then how come all this?" He asked as if am some kind of lier or he's accusing me of something. His tone sounded confused and worried and impatient.

"I don't know anything, I don't know who the hell scar is and I don't know what he wants from me ok". I explained.

"It's been going on for weeks, I don't know what he wants from me. It's scary having someone watching you and sending you flowers with stupid notes and now breaking into your apartment" I managed to say before my voice shakes.

Another set of tears prick my eyes of anger, frustration, irritation, annoyance and fear.

He wrapped his hand around my shoulder and I lean my head on his shoulder and sob softly.

"Am tired Bc, I really am. What do people want from me, I have nothing to give anyone" I said softly.

" I feel like the entire universe is against me. I feel like the nobody I am, I feel like the same helpless lily again"

" You are not helpless lily and the universe is definitely not against you nor are you a nobody". He ran his hand up and down my back and whispered .

"I am definitely helpless bc, I couldn't even continue the job I had for almost a year now because of Venessa. She makes everything so hard and difficult for me" I blurted out, I have always lack a shoulder to cry on to tell my problems and feel better. But am glad now he's here and I just end up blurting everything out.

"Wait, did you just say Venessa" he pulled me up so that he could look into my eyes. His eyes searched my face maybe hoping that I could shake my head and pretend it's a joke.

That's what I wish for. For me to shake my head and close my eyes so that when I open them, it's all a joke.

I nod effortlessly.

"What the-." He exclaimed.