The whole day I was nervous. I didn’t know what to expect. Josh had come for me. In the evening, when we finished the paperwork, I sat with Castle at my table.
"How do you feel?" Castle asked and grabbed my hand. I immediately pulled away from him.
"I'm better now," I said and smiled a little. I felt a touch on my shoulder and my whole body began to shake.
"Hi, honey," said Josh and kissed my hair, "Calm. I'll be there. Let's go home, come on," he said taking my hand and took my bag.
"Tomorrow, Castle," I said.
"Tomorrow, Beckett," he said and smiled.
When we were in the car, I began to think. I was afraid of what awaits me at home. This time we went to my apartment. As soon as he closed the door, he began to undress me. I tried to resist, but he was stronger than me.
"Let me go!" I screamed.
"Shut up! Don’t struggle! You know what you can expect!" he yelled and threw me on the bed. Violence he took of my clothes and then he slid to me violently. He firmly held my hips. I started to cry. I wanted away. When he came, he packed his things and went to his apartment. I curled up on the bed and cried quietly. I had new bruises. I started thinking about my mom. She wouldn’t want me to let bother this, but I had no choice. Maybe I should told Castle. No! I couldn’t. Josh would hurt him too. I thought long into the night, until I finally fell asleep from exhaustion. Naked. Beaten. Raped.
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FanfictionIt will be from Kate's POV. It starts in ep 09 in s 04 (Kill shot). Kate is still with Josh but they have lots of fights. And he maltreats her. He rapes her but she doesn't tell anyone. She loves Castle but Rick doesn't know it.
