THE SEVENTH || (Taekook/Vkook) ||

Chapter 34: Hey Joon, I love you

I wholeheartedly apologize for being the shittiest author ever! I'm so sorry for being slow with my updates lately, but I'm just so busy in school and also currently going through a mean writer's block period. I'm so sorry and I promise to do better. ♡

Love u guys, R. 

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Yoongi walked away from Namjoon's studio, tears falling, and his heart slowly breaking.

He knew that his boyfriend didn't mean anything he said. He knew. Yoongi had been a victim of the exhaustion that came with the ridiculous amount of workload they had before every album release. He had also spewed out hurtful shit and then regretted it later on.

He knew that Namjoon wasn't spitting out truthful words, so why did he walk away?

The rapper wasn't sure why he couldn't just stay like all the previous times when Namjoon and the other members had breakdowns. He just felt like it was different this time, Namjoon was his boyfriend now. The leader was his boyfriend and it just hurt a lot more coming from your lover.

It hurt differently. Because he didn't only love Namjoon, now, he was in love with him too.

Even so, Yoongi regretted walking away, even though he hadn't left the Big hit building entirely yet. He could still go back, yet he just couldn't.

Until he heard his name being called out by his sobbing and pale boyfriend behind him. Yoongi turned around and his heart broke at the sight of Namjoon, who was clearly hyperventilating. He looked desperate for Yoongi's warmth.

I never should have left, Yoongi groaned, heart beating crazy for his hysteric boyfriend.

But not even seconds later, Namjoons body was collapsing to the ground. Yoongi knew all too well that he was blacking out, but his heart skipped one hell of a beat as he ran towards the love of his life in a panic.

"Namjoon!" He caught him just as he was about to hit the ground.

Jungkook and Hoseok came running down. They had been looking for Namjoon who ran off, but they didn't expect to see him all passed out in Yoongi's arms.

Yoongi was frantically giving light slaps to Namjoons cheek, "Wake up Namjoon!" He cried, "wake up goddammit!"

Jungkook watched the duo with wide eyes. He was exhausted as well, so was his Hoseok hyung who even needed to take a day off last week to catch up on sleep. But what shocked Jungkook was that this wasn't like his leader at all. Namjoon didn't do things like this. Therefore the maknae knew that it must have gotten really bad inside his hyungs head for it to lead him to yell at the man he loved the most.

Yoongi.

Yoongi was crying, trying to wake his boyfriend up, while the other two were in clear shock. He looked up at Hoseok, "Get some water!" And the sunshine ran away in a hurry.

The rapper tried to lift his boyfriend up, but he was crying so hard and he was also so damn malnourished that he couldn't do it by himself this time. He looked up at Jungkook pleadingly, "Jungkook-ah, help hyung carry him somewhere else."

Jungkook quickly shook his head out of his funk and nodded at his hyung. They carried Namjoon together towards their common room in the Big hit building and rested his body on the couch.

Yoongi quickly laid beside him and pulled his lover to his chest, stroking his back. "I'm so sorry for leaving you baby," he whispered sadly, sniffling.