I Need You To Fix Me (A Sebastian Stan Story) Book 2

Day Seven

A/N: WARNING: CONTAINS TRIGGERS. I do own my OC and plotline. I do not own the lyrics used or Amy Winehouse.

Sebastian's POV.

Valerian is still missing. Still gone from my life. I don't know where she could be. Two days ago I thought that she had finally contacted me but I was wrong. Her Twitter account had been hacked.

Yesterday, I just spent my day watching her favourite films, which mainly consist of me acting in them. It was odd watching myself on the small screen without her beside me, grinning profusely at my performance.

I miss her so much. I just wish I knew where she was. I don't know what to do with myself without her here. I had planned to spend her last five months with her here but she isn't. She has just over three months left and I don't know what she is doing with her time. Her final months. For all I know, she could be dead already.

I don't know how I am getting out of bed every morning because quite frankly, most days I don't want to wake up. But I have to continue existing. I have to for her. If there is a chance that Valerian is out there...

Today is one of those days I just wish the ground would swallow me up. I am currently sat in The Cheesecake (the bakery I now oftenly frequent), listening to Briony hum 'Everything is Awesome', over and over again as she cleans tables.

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The sound of the bakery's door opening and closing is the only thing that stops her from singing that awful, awful song. "Hey, Lee." she smiles at 'Lee'.

"Hey, Briony."

"Did you enjoy the cheesecake you brought the other day?"

"Yes, Indigo and I really enjoyed it."

"Ah, wonderful."

Hang on, Indigo?

I twist in my seat to see Lee Pace standing beside the counter, talking to Briony.