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Song: positions- Ariana Grande
Recording
A lot has happened during my first week as a post-graduate intern. I've already handled pediatric patients with difficult cases and I'm really glad that my seniors were so patient in helping us learn.
I tapped my ballpen on my table as I listen to Lucas' discussion about electrocardiogram. He even drew some waveforms in order for us to fully understand how ECG works.
I rest my chin over my palm and wrote some notes about his discussion. It's surprising that Carmela's also listening kahit na kanina pa sila nagkukulitan nitong si Alex sa tabi ko.
I truly believe that there must be something going on with them. Hindi palang siguro sinasabi ni Carmela sa akin dahil hindi pa siguro siya sigurado sa nararamdaman. She's quite confusing when it comes to guys.
One minute, she wants to date. Then the next, she hates men. Minsan may mga oras na gusto niya na daw ng boyfriend, pero pag-usapang commitment, biglang umaayaw.
Ngumuso ako at sinubukang makinig sa lecture ni Lucas. Kahit na sinusubukan kong tumingin sa board, bigla-bigla nalang napupunta ang tingin ko kay Lucas.
He's just so dreamy. Sobrang swerte talaga ng magiging girlfriend niya at sana ako na 'yun!
Inangat niya ang kanyang kamay upang may ituro sa waveform na iginuhit niya sa board. My mouth parted and titled my head a bit as I watch his arm flexed while he's pointing at something.
May pakiramdam ako na naisisingit niya pa ang pag-eexercise tuwing off-duty siya. It's very evident on his biceps. Hindi naman siya gaanong maskulado, tama lang. Just the way I like it.
Lucas fixed his eyeglasses as he tries to answer a co-intern's query. Actually, hindi ko alam kung tungkol saan ang tanong. Basta nalang ako napangiti habang sinasagot ni Lucas ang katanungan niya.
I watch as his lips moves in a slow manner. Dahan-dahan ang pagsasalita niya upang mabigay niya nang mas malinaw ang kanyang sagot.
His lips are so pink and it looks so soft. I wonder how it feels like to–
"Dr. Donovan?" Lucas called for my attention.
Agad akong napakurap at napaayos ng upo nang marinig kong tinawag niya ang pangalan ko. What is it again? What does he want?
He probably saw the way that I was looking at him! Gosh! Nakakahiya!
"Uhm... I'm sorry? What was it again, Luc–" I stopped and shake my head when I realized that I was about to address him informally. "I mean, Dr. Kim?"
He sighed heavily and shakes his head in disappointed. He bit his lower lip and tried to repeat his question for me.
Was he disappointed that he caught me not paying attention? Damn you, Fel! Why were you daydreaming about him while he's discussing?! Nakakahiya ka!
