Avengers x male reader one shots

Bucky Barnes X M! Reader

Couple of months passed and Bucky was now an official avenger. Tony of course trow a party (only for avengers and close staff/friends). But Bucky didn't felt like being there. He was just sitting in his room....

Even after what HYDRA did to him he'll never forget about his past lover. The brown haired male still remember stealling glances at eachother when nobody looked, holding hands behing their backs in military meatings, (Y/N) soft hair on his bare chest after goodnight sleep in eachother embrance, the warmth, the (E/C) eyes looking with so much love at him... Their last hug... Last kiss...

Last "I love you"...

He can't forget that look in (Y/N) eyes... Fear- Pain- Worry- Hurt-.
He wanted to do something.... anything... To stop this people from pulling away his lover but he didn't have any energy left and there was too many of them.. Soon all he saw was darknes and felt cold dirty ground but his ears clearly heard
(Y/N) screams... Then nothing- silence-... Next was HYDRA... The experiments, loss of his arm, and now he's here.... He found his best friend.

Sometimes he wonder if (Y/N) is still alive.

Will he remember him?

Will he have a familly now....?

Will he be happy..?

Will he moved on..?

Bucky know it was pointless... The 'what will be' possybilites but he couldn't help it, he loved- hell- still loves (Y/N), it hurts...

There wasn't night without (Y/N) showing in his dreams, most of them were nightmares. He would woke up covered in cold sweat, tears running down his cheeks gasping for air looking at the other side of the bed and found....

Nothing....

Just becouse he couldn't protect the one he loves the most. The only thing that reminds him of (Y/N) was in the box he holds on his small nightstand on right side of his bed.... He haven't had a chance to gave it to (Y/N) and ask 'Will you marry me?'..
He was too late.. He couldn't take back time no metter how much he wanted too.

He tried so many times to find any information about (Y/N) (L/N)... But it only said - search not found

Bucky tried to be 'fine' knowing
(Y/N) would want it...

-A few days later-

Avengers got an anonymous message about HYDRA the most hidden base but Bucky needed to stay in Tower this time.

They quickly began to work and soon were flying to abadoned island. Many bones were there, one smaller, one bigger... Many guns and bullets in the dirt. Bulding wasn't in the best condition too so they need to hurry.

Inside wasn't any better. Rats and chemicals with even more bones and torn clothes but different type of weapon were everywhere.

Soon Natasha noticed something that looked like main computer room. As she walked in boys went after her. "Tony is there any electric power?"
Natasha asked clearly wanting to look up the computer to find any kind of information about this place and people that were here before. "Shockingly yeah." after that information the ex-assasin began to work.

Not too long after they saw files with photos and 'names'. From small children to adults- practically on every file was written 'failed experiment' meaning they were dead.

"Wait-" red haired women returned to the last photo. Steve never forgot how they old soldiers uniform looked he'll recognize it everywhere. "He got the old soldier uniform from my time" Steven commented comming closer. "Boy in the ice... It wasn't a failed one, he may still be alive." Clint added. "Where is he now? " Tony asked.
Nat looked into the computer to find it. "In the basement, the most 'guarded' cell. You go, I'll unlock the security. Im sure thats why electricy is still here." Boys nooded and was on their way to the basement knowing the plan of the bulding thanks to Tony.

After 5 mins they heard that it's unlocked and went in. Inside was plain white room with blood and chemicals everywhere and many machines. "Guys look" Clint said pointing at capsule in the most bloody and darkest corner of the room. "we need to get him out fast, the bulding won't last long." Tony informed the rest that nooded and began to work how to take it all to the jet.

All of them were back to the Tower. Bruce bagan to work at the unknow male in med-lab. Soon Tony, Clint, Nat were there too waiting for Steve that went for Bucky. Quickly the two joined the rest. "Hes still alive so thats good. I don't know how much they expirimented on him or if they experiment on him at all. .. There is nothing written or just got delited." Bruce informed them. "I'll try to find something." Nat said already heaving tablet in hand. "I also don't know when he'll wake up.... If he ever wake up." scientist added as Bucky came neer the capsule and saw the boy.... Not an ordinary boy.. It was his baby boy he only got different hair colour not (H/C) it was pure white. He was feeling quite uneasy but also relifed he could see him- Oh how much he wanted (Y/N) to woke up right now-.
"We also need more information on this boy." Tony said. "Name:(Y/N)(L/N). No familly: Orphan. The same rang in millitary as me: Sergeant. Eye colour:(E/C). Date of birth:08.09.1925. Height:168." Bucky said remembering everything about his lover.

He felt a hand on his shoulder. "This is the boy you were always talking about." Bucky just nooded. Understansing the sytuation the avengers leave Bucky and his lover alone.

Ice covering him was slowly melting thanks to heaters Tony bring inside the lab.

When (Y/N) was fully seen Bucky held his hand that began to warm up a little. Bruce checked if there is everything ok from time to time.

Steve was a little worried 'cause his friend haven't eat much but he was glad Bucky still took care of himself like quick shower, new pair of clothes, a bit of hot meal and tea, sometimes coffe.

After 3 weaks they wanted to gave up 'cause there was no sign of (Y/N) waking up, but Bucky went full protect mood on and nobody wanted to start another war so they just agreed to wait some more.

A whole month passed. Bucky was half awake sitting on the chair holding (Y/N)s hand in his non metalic one. The cloock showed 4:36 in the morning. He somehow couldn't sleep neather stay fully awake. Looking at (Y/N) he couldn't belive his eyes...

White haired male opened his (E/C) eyes and looked at him. He could finally see that gourgious eyes he loved so much. Bucky couldn't help but smile. (Y/N) eyes went wide brows furrowed up in the middle as his pale hand go up to Buckys cheek making sure he was not dreaming...

"I'm here snowflake, I'm here." Bucky softly spoke as (Y/N) trow himself at him, crying. "I love you.. so much wolfie." this was (Y/N)s first words after so long that came up broken and cracked due to not talking.

"I love you too and this time I prommise you I'll protect you. I wont let anything separate us again." White haired boys arms tightened around tallers torso. Brown haired male arms pulled smallers frame more into him, his head burried into white locks. Loving the scent he missed so much. But most importantly the warmth and steady heart bit.

Slightly the two pulled away as (Y/N) looked at Bucky and his hand went through olders locks. How much he adored to play with it even if they were short. (Y/N) looked like a mess BUT he was Buckys mess and he wouldn't have it any other way.

No metter what happend or how much it will take they will go through everything together. No emotions needed to be spoked, they eyes said everything - happiness, worry, love, a little bit of scared.

"Kiss me.... " (Y/N) wispered Bucky obeyed placing soft kisses on (Y/N)s lips, not wanting to go rough but the kiss still had that passion the two shared for eachother.

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