plot twist

nine.

➼ jade

he hadn't looked at me once, he hadn't spoken to me for over a week, but why would luke be mad at me?

i mean, it was kind of dumb to kiss calum after he told me luke had a crush on me, but can you really blame me?

they're both overly attractive guys, fucks sake all of them are, but when you put an over attractive guy in front of a girl who hasn't had contact with boys her age in so long, what do you expect? plus he talking all sweet, i swear these boys know what they do to us girls.

and it's not like i can go around kissing and holding hands with luke, i'm dating calum, (loose term on dating pls.)

"jay, honestly dont worry about it, luke is just a sensitive dude," michael explained. "he'll come around, just on his own."

"mike, you kind of made him sound like a dog just now," ashton interjected, laughing at the boy.

"did i really?"

"you did, really."

"no you didn't," i spoke. "but when will he, i feel like i've done some bad crime. like killing someone."

i did feel like a criminal, i hurt an innocent guy, and that's possibly the worst thing i could do.

"don't sweat it, he's okay, i talked to him today." calum added, "he's already over it."

not going to lie, but every time calum spoke i just wanted to punch him in the face  every. single. time. maybe because i blamed him for all of this, even though i knew who was really to blame. but hearing that luke's 'already over it' kind of stung, made my heart hurt a wee bit.

the room fell into an uncomfortable silence when we heard luke's door open then shut, we all watched as  the boy made his way down the stairs and to the couch. he sat right in front of me, but yet still never looked at me.

"why's everyone so quiet?" luke joked, he obviously knew, he was just trying to ease the tension. way to go luke, you made it worse.

"oh we were just trying to come up with dates for cal and jay, and plan some things." ashton answered, and boy was he a good liar. but truthfully we did need to come up with dates and plan outings with the other boys.

that was one thing management let us have, full and complete authority of dates and whatnot. if they didn't like it, they'd switch somethings around and voilà! 

"speaking of which, we need to go," calum said as he got up from his seat. "we have a date, my dear."

without saying much, i got up, grabbed my things and put my shoes on, "later guys, we'll see you later."

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