Bondwoman (JELRI FANFICTION)

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KAORI BRIENNE OINUMA

It was just a pastime. An experience. A new adventure to surpass.

Who would have thought that i will enjoy it so much? That i will look for it.
I love every touch she made. Pinaparamdam niya sakin how much she cared for me. She maybe love me from the start but i don't mind it. As long she's giving me the pleasure i paid i don't care.

But things gets serious.. I started to get jealous, i can't explain why maybe because it's my instinct. She's mine.

It was before my birthday when i had an impulsive decision.. Bigla na lang pumasok sa isip ko na i-celebrate ang birthday ko with her.

It was awesome. I feel so happy that day.
I started recognising my feelings towards her. Maybe, just a maybe i like her.

I told her that i like her. I got a hint she likes me with the way she touch me but i never thought that it would be that easy for me. Nabilisan ako. I just said i like her and she said she likes me too kaya mag-girlfriend na daw kami.

At first, it was a smooth sailing. I started to like her more and more. I love spending my time with her..
Kahit na matulog lang ako habang nag-aaral siya, masaya na ako.

I feel at peace with her. She's may safe haven.

Until one not so ordinary day, i woke up seeing her face. That's when i admitted she's so special to me. I got scared instantly even more when Lallaine keeps bothering me. She wants to remind me about the bullshit..

Bullshit!! Bullshit!! Just by thinking of that makes me in rage.

It was in Palawan when Lallaine gives me a warning.. But it was too late.
That moment gusto ko lang iparamdam kay Jelay ang nararamdaman ko. I want everyone to know about my feelings towards her. About our real status but i respect her decision.

That's when i utter the three words i really felt. I love her. Yes, i do. So much.

I celebrated my Christmas with her and her family. Ang saya ko kasama sila. Naramdaman ko ang salitang pamilya. They treated me like a real family. I was so happy and thankful to Jelay.

I found a home. She's my home.

"Bakit mo ba kasi kailangan subukan yung mga delikadong bagay?!" i saw the tears in her eyes that started to pool.

Sometimes i'm doubting her feelings towards me because she's not serious most of the time but that moment i know, i have a reason to live and love my life.

"Everything has changed. Before no one care about me. It seems like my life doesn't matter.. But now that i have you, i should be always careful because there's someone out there who will worry for me. And it's you. I'm sorry for being stubborn. I promise to be more responsible now. I'm sorry, Love.."

Sobrang saya ko ng araw na iyon pero siguro nga sa bawat saya ay may kapalit na lungkot.

After my Christmas and New Year celebration, nakarating sa magulang ko ang tungkol sa amin ni Jelay. Maybe Lallaine told them.. That bitch! Argh. I thought kapag sinabi ko sa kanya ang tungkol kay Jelay ay ipaparating nya sa parents nya and they will call off the wedding.

Yes, wedding. Lallaine and Vince are siblings. Lallaine keeps bothering me about my engagement to her fucking brother!

My parents talk to me. They made time to talk to me about that freaking engagement hahaha just wow!

"Are you out of your mind Brienne?!! You're in relationship with a girl? Ano na lang ang sasabihin sakin ng mga kakilala ko? The only heiress of our company is a Lesbian?!" he is fuming mad but i don't give a shit.