Bondwoman (JELRI FANFICTION)

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I ENCOURAGE YOU ALL PLAY: SET YOU FREE by MYMP (Make Your Momma Proud)

"Hindi na ata ako magtatagal.." natatawang biro nya. She's really like Jelay. They can crack a joke in between of serious matter.

"Don't say that Mom.."

"Please, wag na kayo mag-away ng Daddy mo" i shifted my gaze instantly.

"Gusto ko magka-apo bago mawala.." she seriously said..

I looked at her with too much hesitation.

Paano si Jelay? Paano kami ni Jelay?

"That's my death wish.." malungkot na saad nya..

I pursed my lips and inhaled a huge amount of air.

I regret loving Jelay.
I regret loving her because i will just hurt her in the end.

"Mom.." i don't know what to say..

Why does this have to happen?

                                                                   

I received a text from Aljon. He is asking me where am i so they can pick me up and attend to Jelay's Birthday Party.

I want to come. I want to see her. Mabigat masyado ang nararamdaman ko ngayon.. I want her by myside.
I need her sweet caress. I need her to relieved my sadness and be my fortress.

I looked at my Mom. She needs me now.

Mabigat ang loob kong sinabi kay Aljon na hindi ako makakapunta. I turned off my phone because Jelay's keep on texting me. I know she's waiting for me. She is waiting for me.

I don't know how to face her. What will i tell her? I don't want to break up with her. I can't.

I don't know what to do anymore. My mind is in turmoil. At the middle of my deep thinking my Dad entered the room.

"Nakita mo na nangyari sa katigasan ng ulo mo?!" he still mad. Nag-aalala agad ako na baka magising si Mommy na nagpapahinga.

"Let's talk outside Dad" aya ko sa kanya. I've waited for him outside.

"What now?! Kapag may nangyaring masama sa asawa ko. Kakalimutan kong anak kita! And i'll make sure you will live in hell with your bitch!" my jaw tightened and my fist clenched.

"Don't call her bitch! And don't you dare touch her!" i said with gritted teeth.

"You really go this far because of her?! Kakalabanin mo kaming pamilya mo dahil sa kanya?!" he chuckled like mocking me.

"I'll marry him." pagsuko ko. "But not because of money but for my Mom and for her. Not for you and your selfishness!" i looked at him intently. "You win this but you lost me." i said and turned my back.

For one week, my mom slowly recovering from her heart attack.
I spend my time doing nothing. Bumalik ako sa dati. Nang hindi ko pa nakikilala si Jelay.

I'm wasting my family's money on worthless things. I want to tease my Dad! I bought a new expensive car.. I'll go to the club and treat everyone i know even just in face.

For one week i didn't see Jelay is like living in misery. I heard from Angela that she's looking for me.. She keeps on coming at my condo after her OJT so i changed my code for her not to come anymore. It breaks my heart thinking she keeps on looking for me.

I want to see her. I miss her. Every seconds of not seeing her, makes me miss her more.

But i can't. Because she don't deserve me. Masasaktan ko lang siya. We can't be together anymore. If i told her about my situation i know she'll fight for me.. Mapapahamak lang siya sakin.