You're Not Alone

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Damn it Eren! What the hell is wrong with you? Why is he attacking her? I don't feel the urge to hurt humans and I'm in control, why is Eren going psycho?

Mikasa flies into a cement wall after she jumped out of the way from Eren. I watch as he pulls his arm back to punch at her again, just as he does I see Ian yell at Mikasa to get out of the way.

Just as erens fist comes down, she jumps up and avoid it yet again. I take this time to grab Eren by his hair and force him to face me.

I bring his forehead to mine and I stare into his eyes. These eyes are monstrous. I don't recognize them. Typically his eyes are more blue than they are green, while mine are the color of the grass. My mom always said I had the eyes of the earth due to the ring of brown in the middle. I was land and Eren was the sea.

"Eren, get a hold of yourself," I say inside the Titan. I know he doesn't understand, but I hope my urge to get him under control, reaches him.

He takes my hair into his fist and throws me to the side. I crash into a building and collapse. He then stomps over to me, taking hold of my left leg and lifts me up, taking it in his mouth and ripping it off at the knee. I scream in pain, then he drops me back on the ground. He then takes my right leg in his hand and stomps his foot down, breaking the leg in half and tearing it off. I lay down on my stomach, my arms stretched out beside me as I scream. The sound of it comes out as a pained roar of a beast.

I watch as Mikasa attaches her anchors to a building near me and propels herself on to Eren. She is right in his face, talking to him.

I grip my nails into the stone ground, they start bleeding, but I have to keep fighting. Eren is going to destroy her.

"Get out of there Ackerman! That's an order!" Ian yells. "Stand down!"

She doesn't listen and continues to plead with Eren. I sit up and stretch my arms outs. For some reason they are tight and heavy.

"You're human Eren!" Mikasa screams.

"Watch out !" Ian warns her.

I notice the same thing he does; Erens fist is clenched. Just as Mikasa jumps off of him, his first collides with his face. Trying to crush her.

Steam is coming out from both his hands and his face now. I look over and see a red smoke shot go up into the air. It's signaling mission failure.

Damnit!

Eren falls against the boulder and I crawl over next to him. Using the strength from my arms and upper body. I hear someone behind me yell about two Titans coming our way. No. Three.

A 10 meter... a 6-meter... and a 12-meter. This isn't good. I slap Eren in the face, trying to snap him out of whatever is going through his head right now .

"Ian, we need to give the order to fall back. We were foolish to have hope in these monsters. We need to leave. Those things are just regular Titans!" Mitabi yells.

I shake Eren's shoulder, but he doesn't budge. Tears flood into my eyes, I think it's just my human eyes, but I can see the droplets fall onto erens chest.

"Leave them to die by the hands of other Titans," Rico scoffs. "It's what they deserve."

I snap my head in their direction, all of them look over at me with wide eyes. My eyes flooding with tears while I glare at them with everything I have. My eyes are narrows and my jaw set. Ian and I are having a staring contest. They all see my tears... these tests are begging them to not abandoned us.

This guy better not give up hope just yet. What kind of soldier would he be to just run away and cower. I need him to believe in this mission. Believe in me!