DAMN

01

I wake up early and stand in the mirror 

Ama: sup stupid 

I giggle at myself a little and get dressed and sit at my pc waiting for some lobby invites and a message from Rae pops up 

Rae: hey we're doing an Among Us lobby in a little bit if you wanna join us 

Ama: who's playing 

Rae: me, Sykunno, Corpse, Poki, Toast, xQc, Leslie, Bretman, and James

Ama: wait like corpse corpse 

Rae: yup :)

you: okay that's a lot of people 

Rae: you don't have to if it makes you anxious 

Ama: I'll be okay just gonna stay muted and try not to freak out 

Rae: okay 

you sit there trying to collect yourself before joining the call and you take a deep breath and join the call hearing a chorus of hello's 

you: h-hi 

Rae: this is Ama 

you: mhm

you mute and scream 

you: AHHHHHHHHHHHH

you unmute and start your stream just as you hear a deep voice 

corpse: hey 

you: DAMN DADDY CHILL

you slap your hand over your mouth realizing you weren't muted 

Corpse: we don't use the daddy word here 

his statement followed by a chorus of laughter  you mute yourself and cry quietly thinking you made him upset

you: how the fuck am i gonna do this some big scary man mad at me 

you unmute your self sniffling and Rae immediately notices

Rae: Ama are you okay 

you: yea just anxiety is fucking me in the ass right now 

Corpse: chicken wing chicken wing 

you: sure

Rae: so can you keep playing 

you: uh my um uh nevermind I can play 

you sit there digging through your desk drawers looking for the small Christmas tree ornament your one of your brother gave you 

you: just gotta swing the tree and it'll all be fine

Rae: Ama! are you rolling a blunt right now?!

you: what the hell no!

Poki: turn your camera on for your stream and prove it 

Sykunno: poki she doesn't show her face remember 

Poki: oh yea hehe sorry Ama

 you: it's okay I'm just trying to calm down 

Corpse: i wish i could do that shit I have no balls 

you: huh? 

Corpse: I just sit there shaking in my chair for a while and keep playing 

you: don't do that bro 

Rae: flirtinggggggggg

you: n-nooooo we're not!

Corpse: no