Cha 12.) I'm Sorry

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"SUGA!"
Daichi screamed over and over again banging on the barrier that kept us from helping Sugawara.
I stood powerless as the curtains closed.
Just when we thought his execution was over two metal walls clashed together making sure he was dead.
Just then I saw Daichi collapse.
I ran over to him as well as the rest of the team who tried to comfort him other than Tsukishima.
He stood off to the side alone.
My attention went back to Daichi though soon after.
"It'll be alright Daichi, I-It'll be alright!"
Asahi tried his best to comfort his friend but with no luck.
Our words meant nothing.
I felt so useless.
"Why.."
I heard Daichi mumble.
Daichi rose up from the ground and walked over to me grabbing me and lifting me up by my shirt.
"WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!?"
He yelled in my face.
I started to crying even more than I was before.
"I'm sorry!"
He let go of me as Nishinoya, Asahi, and Kuroo pulled him away.
Kageyama stood in front of me trying to keep him away.

"We would all be DEAD if he didn't! We would've assumed that Kenma did it you asshole!"
Kageyama yelled at Daichi.
"And Hinata, don't be sorry you dumbass!"
Kageyama turned to me teary eyed.

"And Hinata, don't be sorry you dumbass!"Kageyama turned to me teary eyed

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I ignored his words too concentrated on what I had done.
"Do you hear me boke!?"
He asked turning fully around to me grabbing me by the shoulders.
"I-
"I don't think it's your fault if that makes you feel any better."
Kenma said coming up to me.
"Daichi's just mad right now."
Asahi said brushing his behaviour off.
"He doesn't mean anything he says.. For a while."
Nishinoya added leading Daichi out of the room heading to their dorms most likely.
Oikawa and Iwaizumi just stood alone talking to each other.

They've been like this the whole time, we need to come together as one.
I won't let Suga and Yamaguchi or anyone die in vain!
Kageyama took me by my wrist into the elevator.
I still wanted to comfort Tsukishima but I didn't want to pull away and make Kageyama mad at me.
Plus, Kageyama probably needed to be comforted as well. I'll talk to Tsukishima tomorrow.

Kageyama dragged me to my dorm. He was silent.
Did Tsukishima actually mean it when he said he was planning to kill someone?
Maybe he thought he knew who the traitor was. I'll ask him when I talk to him tomorrow.

One in front of my dorm I waved a small goodbye before going to unlock it with my key.
Just then I heard crying from behind me.

It was Kageyama.

"Kageyama, are you okay?!"
I asked worried, wide eyed.

"I feel like I could've done something about all this

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"I feel like I could've done something about all this.. Sugawara's dead.. Yamaguchi'a dead.. Tanaka.. Ennoshita and Akaashi.. And I swear if Oikawa says one more thing.. I'm on my last nerve!"
Kageyama cried into his arm.
I sighed walking closer to him.
I then hugged him.

He flinched at this very rare affection I was giving him.
I mean I try sometimes but usually his walls are always so strong that I can never get myself to compliment him or anything and when I do he's just mean about it or suspects I'm making fun of him, but here.. Here he was more vulnerable. He hugged me back after a moment.

After a bit he gently pushed me off of him.
"Alright.. You should get to bed.
Tell me if you need anything."
Kageyama said.
"Same to you, we have formed an alliance after all!"
I tried to stay positive putting a smile on my face.
He smiled back slightly and nodded.
He then started to head to his dorm.

As soon as I closed the door to my dorm I felt my heart sink and I fell to the ground crying.
I felt guilty for this..
I wish I had never seen him take that knife..
Or maybe I could've stopped him from taking it.
I'm such an idiot!
Sugawara, you've been so good to everyone even through all of this and you died.. I'm so sorry!
I'm sorry, Suga, but I swear that I'll make it up to you!

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