My Ranting Place

Mindfulness

Theme: The wish for everyone being mindful of you and your contextual feelings is absolutely futile - as other than a few nobody cares about this aspect of life.
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"Your elder brother also abandoned you and changed states just a month after the tragic death of your parents. And here you are, trying to whine about it so that others can pity you! How lame.", I scoffed at Rachel as her eyes glazed over.

"How could you say that to her? Are you imsane?", yelled Violet, the third best friend from our childhood trio, as she punched my left shoulder.

"I hate you!", hiccuped Rachel as she ran away from where I was standing.

"Hey, wait for me Rachel!", called Violet as she ran towards her while glaring at me over her shoulder. "Couldn't you be more mindful, idiot?".

As I saw the two of them fading away, the only thing that was stuck in my brain was the fact that in this world, your everything and anything can be and will be used against you - nobody gives a damn about boundaries.

Rachel needed to get strong mentally in order to move forward with a fired up will. If that could be achieved with her hating me in the end, then so be it.

She needed to understand nobody would be mindful of her and her situation. I pretty much had first-hand experience about lack of mindfulness in my surroundings.
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