Days seem to be the same over and over again
Living the same day
On repeat
Everything become numb
Feeling myself become
someone I don't want to be
Someone I promise myself
I wouldn't be
Now here I am
Looking at myself in the mirror
Seeing my own reflection
That I don't even recognize
I don't recognize myself anymore
What is the matter with me
Why can't I hold on
To life
Hold on to the emotions
I had
Wishing I could feel anything
Instead of this numbness
Getting used to
Forgetting what it's
like to feel
Happiness
Not understanding my feelings
When they come up once in a while
Questioning it
Become so tired
Run in circle to find
The answer
Of why this is happening
Seeing myself fall apart
It's an never ending cycle
Someone help me
Anyone there?
Anyone still living?
