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We had something
At least I thought we did
But you lied to me
And yet I still wanted you
You said you wanted me
And I wanted you
So what was stopping us
you did nothing to prove to me
That you wanted me
But I want you
I want to date you
I wanted to do cute things with you
It was real to me
Everything I said to you was real
Completely real
And you made me feel something
I couldn't explain
You made me feel special in a way
I felt butterflies in my stomach
Which  I never felt that
And I never wanted that feeling to end
But I guess we were nothing
Nothing is what I meant to you
After constantly checking up
Checking if you ate
Checking if you have a good day
I stay up  late in case
you couldn't sleep
So you could text me
Say everything I wanted to hear
I keep waiting
Hoping knowing
I should've of move on
I wanted for a sign
But nothing from you
I did everything for you
Every after I was told to move on
And you were playing me
I defend you
But it still wasn't enough
You still played me
But I wasn't playing your game
I was completely in love with you
It was real to me
You took advantage of my love for you
Making me not want to love again
Making me feel like an idiot
But we are nothing
And never will be

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