TW: I'm not supporting trauma but I know some people like the not knowing so please be cations reading this or you can simply skip this
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Feeling your heart in your stomach
Not knowing whether to move on
Or hold on
The horror inside the pit of your stomach
Making you sacred
turning it into drug
Feeling the need
The want
To feel the same kind of high
Just like the night before
Wanting it back
But not know how
Getting back with your ex
To feel the horror
Wishing you didn't
Wishing you just move on
Ending in a never ending cycle
Horror is supposed to be fun they same
Feeling the despair set in your heart
Regretting your decision
Decided it's best to let go
Feeling the horror abandoned you
