Losing the ability
To put feelings into words
Begging yourself
To get everything under control
Feeing myself drifting away
From everything
Begging for help
Not know how to open up
Everyday is a battle
A battle for control
emotions are height
Begging to find hope
Find someone
Or something
To hold on
Losing your ability to do
something you love
Something your passionate about
Questioning yourself
If it's the right things to do
To fight
Fighting for control
Fighting with your mind
Fighting for your emotions
Pushing everything back
To lock it
And never been seen again
Slowly starting creep up on you
Not know how to get out
Knowing it took you
Years of work to get out
But now staying in there seem
The answer
Not even fighting back
Having nothing left to fight for
Begging yourself to fight
To fight back
Not knowing how to
Falling into that pit
That dark hole
You fought so hard to climb out of
Silently praying for help
