I always wonder how much my life will change
if I never said yes to you
Will we still be friends?
Or would you have moved on
I wonder if I was a placeholder for you
If I truly meant anything
Because when you love someone hurting them
is the last thing you want to do
So Did you love me or was I available for you
Was I too available to you that you could give everything I wanted to someone else?
How could you sit there and lie to my face telling me you love me?
When you have done nothing to show it
No action screams I love you
Your actions scream to me than your words ever would
