Ever since I was a little kid
I got this feeling
I couldn't explain
I wasn't happy but I wasn't sad nether
I couldn't explain how I felt
All I know I was that felt nothing
I felt numb
Numb to anything that made me human
Felt so cold and distant
Not giving a care in this world
Pushing everything
and everyone away I ever loved away
Yelling in myself in my head
Why did you do that
You need them
Pushing away thoughts of emotions
Becoming so cold
People asking you what happened
Not caring enough to give an explanation
Simple saying life
Got comfortable in my numbness
Bc it's all I knew
