Tw: suicide mention so please read this careful
Everything feels like it's falling apart
No where to run
No where to hide
Feeling the pain
The consuming paint
Pounding thoughts
Wanted to escape but now know how
Lip quiver
Legs shake from pain
Hands tremble
Wanted to make it stop
But not know how
Dealing with dark thoughts
Consumed by darkness
Feelings as if your nothing
Eating you inside and out
Draining the life out of you
Hide it with a smile
Silently begging for help
Run and turning away
From the world
Hiding
And seeking Something
To feel something
Anything is better than pain
But no understanding the feelings
Going through your Brain
Wishing someone could see you
Suffering
But maybe they don't care
Maybe they want to see my suffering
An never ending cycle
Repeating like a pounding headaches
Killing you slowly
But surely
Time has run out
I have run out
Everything is black
Death the answer
The only way out
One final breath
And I let go
Let myself go
Go into complete darkness
And I took it
everything was peaceful
Because I ending it
