I can still hear the words she speaks, as the wind catches them in a light whisper
Yet finding myself alone once again
After I poured my heart out
I let you break down my walls
And yet you did what everyone else does
You lie to me
You use me
You leave me
After what we've been through?
You used me to get back at him
How could you do that
I gave you everything i had
And I asked for nothing in return
But look where it got me
Putting myself back together piece by piece, all alone
You used me to get back at your ex
Even after everything
I still want to hear your voice
I want to be the reason you laugh again
I want to be able to hold you and love you all over again
But I cannot do that to myself
I cannot allow to torture myself like that again
Because what we have was based on a lie
A very good lie
