Making us fear people
Making us not wanted to love
But still craving for the love
we didn't have
Longing for it
Thinking toxic love
Is normal love
Not realized
The troll of past
Our childhood trauma
Takes on us
It becomes a part of
Us
What we do with
that part is up to us
Some turn to help others overcome it
Some turn to booze trying to numb it
Some just completely forget it
We don't have to be our past
We can become something greater
We just need someone to listen
Bc we gone through our life's
Without having someone
To show us the right way
Or having someone to listen
To us
Not having our parents love
Just their abuse
Or whatever they throw at us
Whether it was physically or verbally
Wishing we didn't
have to go through everything
But we did
That's the heartbreaking truth
We crave the love we didn't have
From our childhood
Crave for it
Doing whatever you can
To hold on to
No matter who it is
That childhood
Creating trust issue
Abandonment issue
Feeling as if everything is your fault
Feeling like you can't love again
But you can
You can love again
You can trust again
You can be you again
You just got to believe
Believe in yourself