I love laughing and smiling with others
But I wish someone saw beneath what I show
Yes I act all happy
But in reality
I'm sacred
I'm sacred of everything
I'm sacred to let my friends down
I'm sacred to let my family down
I been told Countless time to just be yourself
But the thing is
I don't know who I am
I don't know who I am without always seeing happy
Always making people laugh
I don't know who I am without that
Maybe I'm just a girl who loves unconditional no matter the circumstances
I love uplifting people
But I tend to forget myself along the way
I don't know how to say no
I don't know how to put boundaries up
And I don't know how to express myself without crying
I'm sacred of not being a good enough doctor
I'm sacred to say the wrong things
Do the wrong things
What would people think of me
If only I could be normal and talk about my feelings without crying
Without feeling guilty all the time
