𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 | Hwang Hyunjin

0.6

- - I'm okay - Saay ; Ex's and Oh's - Elle King - -
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I spend the whole day watching movies. After watching some Disney classics like Aladdin, Mulan, Beauty and the beast, lion king and Frozen, I also watched Inside out and cried my eyeballs out because this movie was way too sad.

And then I needed to end up with something that wasn't so sad, so I watched a Minion movie.

And then I notice that I didn't move the whole day.
The only thing I did was drinking. I watched movies for over 10 hours.

And my eyes start to hurt from staring at the screen the whole day. 

So I should probably take a break.
I go to the kitchen.
There was Mrs. Kwon, she was just taking out her stuff.

"Soomin, honey, are you hungry?", she asks.
Mrs, Kwon is a around sixty year old, short lady with a nice and warm smile.

She is a very sweet and genuine person, She is like a sweet old grandmother. Not one of these very very old, strict and grumpy grandma's  that should just pass away already, the ones everyone hate, she's like one of these nice ones that have so much joy and fun in life and that Keeps them young.

I only met her this morning, but she already treats me like one of her kids.

Her kids are 28 and 26, so they already moved out and have kids on their own and her husband passed away a few years ago, so she thought she could get a job to not be so bored and alone all the time.

She told me all that this morning, when we first met. I asked her to tell me a little bit about herself, and she was so happy and cute when I was so interested.

"Yeah, I'm a little bit hungry, but you don't have to cook for me separately. I will wait until the boys come home."

"Oh, no, it's okay. I can cook a little something for you and then I will just prepare the food for our boys so that they can eat something later. I don't know when they will come home. And I'm getting old, I can't stay up that late."

"You're not old. But you need to get your sleep, that's right. It's tiring to cook so much. Should I help you?"
"Oh no, sweetie, it's okay. Go do something until I finish. You sat I front of the Tv the whole day, am I right?", she asks me. It sounds a little bit like she wants to scold me, like a little kid.

I look at the floor. She made me feel a little bit guilty.
"Go out for a short walk. But don't get lost, and don't get kidnapped", I pointed out her finger.
I nod.

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The walk actually gave me time to think about stuff.

First of all, I really need to talk with the boys about getting a job, or a part-time job because I'm still a minor.
But I need to get money.

But then, my thoughts just started going towards Hyunjin. This boy really makes me crazy. And that not in a good way.

I mean, I gotta say, the other boys are kinda cool, I don't know. They are kinda annoying sometimes, but they are chill and funny.
And even tho it can be kinda cringey sometimes, I love how comfortable they already are.

It was way easier to gain their trust then I thought. I mean, it's only my fourth day living with them I think, and I don't really get to see them that often because they are so busy, but when when we spend time together, it feels like we already know each other for such a long time.

Still kinda hate them tho, I don't know why.
But nobody can top Hyunjin. 

I don't know, actually, he kinda is like the others, but I think it's just his whole personality that I don't like.
First of all, he is so dramatic like oh my god just shut the fuck up. And then he doesn't make sense.
He says himself that he don't like skinship, but then he hangs onto everyone like a fucking monkey.