𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 | Hwang Hyunjin

1.0

- - LiLaC - Bobby - -
(A/n: go listen Bobby's to his new album it's a masterpiece <3)
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Nodbody really found out about the thing that happened that night. They asked me question, how it was and I told them I had fun. But nobody knew Hyunjin was there, what was actually really really good. We were good at keeping this secret, me, Hyunjin and Jieun.

And it was kinda weird now with Hyunjin, it's just awkward, I don't know. I feel like I can't really be mean to him like before.

I try to avoid him, so that I don't have to talk to him and we don't get into these awkward situations. It's so complicated because I actually don't know why it is.
I try to just act normal, but I really can't.

"Soomin, you okay?", Felix asks.
"Yeah, I'm fine. I'm totally fine", I quickly respond.

"You seem to be a little bit off. What are you thinking about?", he keeps asking and sits down next to me on the ground.

"You are way too nice to me, you are so cute", I laugh. I still don't know how a human can be so sweet.

He ruffles my hair.
"How could I not like you? You are the cutest person I know."
"I pretend I didn't hear that", Changbin says. He listened to out conversation, I didn't even noticed that.

"After Changbin of course", he corrects himself.
"And what about me?", Jeongin asks.
"Ew, that is so disgusting I'm gonna leave", Minho says.

"Hey, we won't start that now. You all my favorites and I all like you", Felix explains and just ignores Minho.

I have to laugh again.
They are cute, I can't deny that.
All so nice. They all act just like a real family.

Do they see themselves as family?
I don't really know.
Probably.

I mean I would give everything for a sibling like one of them.

But no, I got a fucking snake ass sister.
Oh man, Eunsun.
How much I despise her.

She's like the devil in person.
In some ways, I could understand her.

She never got as much attention from anyone as me. She always got compared to me, she wasn't as pretty, she wasn't as smart and she wasn't as athletic, ever tho she was the older one. She still was very good at everything, many parents would've loved to have a kid like her.

But I always had to be the perfect child. She never had to. Everyone put so much pressure on me, it never was that extreme for her.

And because of that, because I got more attention, even tho that also meant she didn't got punished as often as me, she began to hate me really early on.

She let out all her anger on me, she was so mean to me and was such a snitch. I knew everything I did when I wasn't at home would get to my family anyways because Eunsun would tell them.

Every single one of my steps got watched, I couldn't do anything wrong.

"Hey Minnie, are you coming with us to the art museum today?"
Minnie?
It's actually kinda cute.

I always thought it was so cool when someone had a cute nickname.
"Oh my god that's so cute", Chan giggles.
I smile widely and nod.

In the corner of my eyes, I can see that Hyunjin isn't even smiling.
But why do I care?
It's not like I'm depending on the fact if he likes me or not.

But maybe it's actually better if he's not longer mad.
I don't even know of he's still mad at me.
Probably a little bit.

I think if he wasn't he would've taken this situation to tease me.

It's funny how well I already know every single one of them.
I could literally write books for each one of their personalities.
There's just so much to it.

"To the museum?", I ask again. I completely forgot that that he mentioned that.
"Isn't that kinda- boring?"

"It's actually really interesting. But me and Chan are going with some friends, but I think they would like you to join. I know you already met a lot of people these last weeks, you probably are a little bit overwhelmed-"

He's right with that, I can't remember half of their names anymore.

"- but I don't want you to just sit around here the whole day and get bored. And I am sure you will like them."

He worries so much about me it's so cute, I really don't deserve that.
Maybe I will really kinda miss them when I'm out of here. But I still hope it's as fast as possible.

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(A/n)

This chapter is way too short and it's just a filler I am sooo sorry omg

I also can't keep up with the publishing but I always have so much stuff to do
And I'm not really motivated atm I hope u can understand that

I will try to keep it up I swear

K  bye cuties