𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 | Hwang Hyunjin

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Hyunjin's pov

Oh my god. I can't handle that. The one thing I told myself never to do again. I never wanted to fall in love with her again.

But I think it's happening right now.
But how could you not?
I mean she's just- Soomin.
And I can't control myself.

"Hyunjin, I-", she wants to say something, but her voice is dying off.
I lean closer.

I just have to.

And I kiss her.

And I can feel how she kisses me back.

I didn't felt that good in such a long time.
Why do we keep finding to each other?

Why did it happen so fast?

We literally met each other again around  a months ago.
And here we are again.

But right now, I don't feel like I care about anything anymore.
I just want to be with her.

After a few moments, I pull away.
"I don't think we're supposed to do that", she says.
I smile.

"Oh please, I think we both are just pros in breaking our own rules."
Soomin also has to smile.

"I don't get it. Why are we doing this? Why do I want this?", she asks. And same. I feel exactly the same. I also have no clue why I am doing this.

I could for sure just find a healthier relationship if I really want one, but no, I have to go back to Soomin.

But I have just this feeling that she's the best for me. I don't know.

"Hyunjin, it's really really late, you should go home now", she tells me.

I don't want to go, but she's right. I still have a really busy schedule.

"You also should go home. Do you live far away from here? Do you need a drive? Jieun is coming I think."
"Oh no, don't worry, it's not far, we're nearly there."
"Okay, that's good then goodbye I guess. See you soon."

"Yes, bye", she says and walks off.
I can't hold myself but smile.

I am literally the happiest man on earth right now.

I quickly write Jieun a text message and send her my location.
Usually, I would've taken my own car but she said she can drop me of earlier and also bring me back home.

So now I'm waiting.

I lean against a wall. Where does Soomin even live? I don't know that. But she said it's not that far away from here.

I look around. It's a quiet street, nobody is here.
After some time, Jieun arrives.
"Thank you."

"What are you smiling at?", she looks at me.
"Am I really that obvious?", I ask her.
She just smirks.

"Spill the tea. What happened?"
"Uhm, so yeah. Soomin and I kissed again."
Her jaw drops.

"No way, oh my god. Are you serious?"
I nod.
"That's so cool, I am so happy for you guys", she hugs me.

"But wait, you need to tell the others."
She's right about that. I still didn't tell them that I was seeing her. And now, what am I supposed to tell them?

Oh yeah, this girl I exposed infront of all of you as horrible person,  a liar and a psychopath, the girl that made us all go trough a hard time, yeah, actually, I was meeting her without telling y'all and now- I don't even know what we are.

I definitely can't tell them that.

"I need to keep it for myself for some time until I figure something out. And you too. I swear to god if you tell anything, I am gonna kill you personally."

"You can trust me, I swear. My mouth is shut."
"I better hope so."
"But what are you guys now? Are you together?", she asks me.

"Actually, I have no idea."
"What?"

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Soomin's pov

"Oh, hello there."
"I'm sorry, did you have to wait?", Hyunjin asks.
"No, I'm not waiting for that long, I was a little bit early, I'm sorry", I answer and he sits down in front of me.

I really like this cafe, there aren't many people and it's just so comfy.
"I don't know if it's a good idea of we keep meeting in public", Hyunjin says.

"Probably. We can go to my apartment."
Hyunjin was never at my home. And that's the only possibility, because I can't really go to the dorms, I mean, yeah. There are seven men that probably still hate me.

"Should we go later?", he asks shyly.
"Today's my free day so that would be perfect, I don't have to go to work."

"Don't worry, I have time."
I smile.
"Uhm, Minnie? Did this one guy, I don't know what his name is, bother you again?"

"You really don't need to worry. He didn't try to reach me and I didn't saw him anymore again. I'm fine. And even if he would try to do something, I can defend myself", I get into a boxer position and squeeze my eyes tigert to seems serious.

But Hyunjin just laughs at me.
"Oh please, how would you want to defend yourself? You're so short."
"Hey, I am not short. I'm taller than half of your group."

"Don't exaggerate. Your taller than two of them, okay? And I it's  not my fault when they're all short."
"You're not 1,90 either, so don't try to act like you're that tall."

"Hey hey hey, don't get so overconfident just because you're not short for a girl. I'm still tell enough to spit on your head if I wanted to."

I snort.
"You would dare that. I would beat your ass if you would do that, thrust me", I say and cross my arm confidently.

"I wouldn't be so sure about that. I still go to the gym. What do you do? You don't do anything the whole day."

"It's called being naturally perfect, I don't need to do any sports."
"I'm enough sport for you, right?", he smirks.
I hit his arm.

"Yah, we're still in public."
"I mean we can go to your home now", he shrugs.

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"It's actually really pretty here. You have a cool apartment", he says as he looks around.
"There's a lot of light in here, that's good", he looks around.

"Yeah, it's kinda expensive, but I was happy when I found a good place. It's really hard to find a good place."

"I actually like this better than my own home. Can I actually move in here?", he asks.
"I don't think that would be a good idea. I mean you still didn't told the boys you and I are like- you know, didn't you?"

"No, I'm kinda scared. But what are we even?"
"Are we together?"

So he goes to the ground.
"Lee Soomin, do-"
"It's Kim Soomin", I laugh.

"Oh yeah right, forgot that you changed your name. Kim Soomin, you you want to be my girlfriend?", he asks overly dramatic and grabs my hand.

I have to laugh again.
"Yes, I do", I answer just as dramatic.
"Now we're together."

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(A/n)

Hey yall

The story It's not ending here I'm already telling u that but it's getting closer to the end

I'm already gonna miss it to update lol