𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 | Hwang Hyunjin

4.4

- - Psycho - red velvet - -

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Chan's pov

"Jieun? Why are you calling this late?", i ask confused.

She doesn't answer. All I can hear is a sob. Why is she calling me at 5 am and then acting like that?
"What's wrong?"

She's still crying.

"Did something happen? Are you okay?

"H-Hyunjin- he killed himself."

I froze.
No.

"No, no, that's not true", my voice is trembling.

"He's already been declared dead", she whispers.

This can't be happening.

It's my fault, I know it.

"I'm on my way there, I can send you the location", she says.
"Okay, Bye."

I go into every room and wake everyone up.

"What's happening?", Minho asks.

"H-Hyunjin, he- he-", I can't say it.
It feels like when I say it it gets real.
"Is he in trouble?", Changbin asks.

"He- he- killed himself", I mumble out.
It was never so hard for me to say something.

And I can't hold in the tears anymore.

They all just stare at me.
"You're kidding, right?"

I shake my head.
"Let's go now."

They all get ready without any question and we drive to the location.

There are so many people, so we can't miss it, we know we're at the right location. We just try to push us through the people to the front.

I can see Jieun standing next to the police officer, crying.

And then I can see how they bring the body into the ambulance. He's covered, but I can see his hand.

And I know it's him.

Now I realize that it's really true. Hyunjin is dead. And we can't change anything about it. I want to go after them, but a police officer holds me back.

It's horrible.

Why?
He doesn't deserve that.
Why did he do that?
We could've helped him, why didn't he talked to us?

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Soomin's pov

"Wow, did you see that?", the girl next to me asks me. I am waiting for my flight to Canada, it was the last one I could get and it was really really expensive. The girl shows me the article on her phone.

"You know Stray kids? A member killed himself this night. It's probably because he had depression", she tells me and I read it through.

"That's really sad", I answer, to be polite.
"I don't want to know how his member must feel. It's so weird. Can you imagine that? He's just dead now."

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(A/n)

That's the end guys

Hope that wasn't predictable
And I'm sorry for everyone who hoped they could get a happy and I just had to destroy everything

Thank you for everyone who made it that far <3

I'm thinking about making a chapter with some explanations bc some things are deeper than you might think but maybe I'll just let it like that

So I hope it was tun to read ik I'm not a writer I'm just a random person who wanted to get their thoughts out :)

I probably will find this shit really cringe in like less than a year and delete it lol but if you still got to read it congrats

So with that byeee :)