𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 | Hwang Hyunjin

2.8

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Hyunjin's pov

I still don't know why I can't stop thinking about this article.
Something is wrong about that.

So I decide to google it.
And I found out some more details.
It happened on the night from September 4th to September 5th.

Wait. When did Soomin come to us?
"Felix?", I shout.
He comes into my room.
"Yes?"

"Do you remember you found Soomin?", I ask him.
"Uhm, I know it was a Friday. And the first one in September", he says.

"Thank you, you're the best", I look at the calendar on my phone.
Oh wow.
It was the 4. September.

There's one more thing I notice.
Why did Soomin never told us her last name? I found it weird from the beginning that she never told anyone. Now, she always tells it's Lee, but that's because it says Lee on her new ID that Jieun got for her.
Why did she never told us?

I continue to read the article and found out a lot of new stuff.
And there's one thing that really scares me.

The younger daughter's body never got found.
She's declared dead because they found a lot of her blood.

They don't know if she ran away and died after or if the murderer took her with them.

Wait. So technically, there may be a little chance that it's possible. It could be possible that Soomin is Song Chinsun.

What do I do now?
What do I do with this Information?
Do I confront her?
I don't know.

And I don't really want to to be honest.
I'm scared. I don't want to believe she would lie to us like this.

I think I should keep it for myself. I mean it could be pretty rude to accuse her of lying if she's not. And it's still possible that all this is just a big coincidence.
Ugh.

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Soomin's pov

"Chan, do you know what's wrong with Hyunjin?", I ask.

I thought that maybe after I talked to him, it would get better. Even tho he didn't tell me anything, I thought he would do better.
But he's acting ever stranger.

"I already asked him too. But he keeps saying everything is okay."
"It's kinda weird. I don't know if I should ask him again, I really don't want to annoy him."

"You should ask him again. It's really important to talk. And we don't want him to feel bad about anything, am I right?"
I nod.

And the next days, Hyunjin really started to act 'normal' again. It seems like everything was good again and nothing is troubling him anymore. It was just like before.

It felt good again to spend time with him. I felt the comfort again.

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"Guys, look what I found!", Chan shouts.
We all go to him. "I found all of these old photos of us, from our trainee days. I saved them all on my old computer and I just found them again", he explains.

"Oh my god. I want to see them", I already am excited.
"But don't break up with me if you see my old pictures", Hyunjin says.

"Don't worry, I don't think it's that bad."
"I mean, not everyone can be as blessed as me, I was already handsome and godlike my whole life", Jeongin flips his imaginary long hair.

Seungmin snorts. "Weren't you the one with the baby face until you were 19?"

"Kids stop fighting. We're gonna watch the photos now. Here's already the first one."
And the first one was actually a picture from Hyunjin and Jisung.

"Awww, That's so cute."
"Are we fighting?", Jisung asks.
"Looks like it but you guys are still cute."
"This is so embarrassing", Hyunjin shakes his head.

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"Soomin, why are you crying?", he asks.
I just lay in the bed and stare into the room. I don't know why I started crying, I was just thinking about everything. And how good I have it. Kinda a dumb reason to cry.

"It's probably because of my period", I say.
"Are you okay? Are you in pain? Should I bring you something?", he asks.

"It's okay, I'm not in pain. Just a little bit emotional", I say.
So he sits down next to me and lays his arm around my body.
I lay my head on his shoulder.

"I'm so happy to have you Hyunjin. I just realize that now. I don't know what I would do without you."
"I don't know what I would do without you either. You're like an angel fallen from the sky."

I giggle.
"Stop it, you're so cheesy."
"You started."

I smile.
Then I look up at him.
I just look him into the eyes.
"I love you, Hyunjin", I say, nearly whisper it.

Maybe it is a little too soon to say but I just feel like its the right moment. Maybe I'm just dumb.

He seems surprised.
He opens his mouth, but closes it again.
So I just give him a soft kiss.

I don't want him to say anything he doesn't mean. Not just because I'm ready he's also supposed to be.
But he pulls away.

"I- I love you too", he says.
I smile and kiss him again.

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Hyunjin's pov

At any other time, I wouldn't have hesitated only a second. I would've immediately said I love her back.

Because I do.

I don't know why I couldn't say it.
Was it because of my suspicion?

Or is this just my fear of confession? I mean I could do it before, and there I had a reason to be scared. Now, I don't have.

I don't know what is going on.
But I want the best for Soomin.

It's so hard because this case of Song Chinsun is not leaving my mind.
I don't believe that what I think is true. It just sounds too unrealistic, too much out of a Drama.

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(A/n)

Hope y'all didn't miss me lol

I was pretty good with updating everyday but now there's a five day break lol