𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 | Hwang Hyunjin

2.9

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Soomin's pov

"Hey, Soomin. Do you wanna go to a bar with me? Today's Friday, I think we deserve it", Jieun asks.
"Do you think that's a good idea? I mean last time I went to a party didn't end that well."

I still remember the last time very well.
"Don't worry. We're gonna be okay. I'm not gonna leave you out of my sight. We're just gonna have some fun."

"Okay, but we need to be really really careful."
"I know some self defense, so if anyone tries to hurt you, I swear to god I am gonna beat their ass."

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"Oh my god, you look freaking stunning.."
"I know right?"
Me and Jieun went quickly back to her apartment to get ready.

And just tried on one of her dresses.
"Why do you not have a single dress?", she asks me and comes closer to touch my stomach. I don't really know why she's doing that.

"I don't know, I just have this hate against dresses. Even tho there are some pretty cool ones, but I always thought it's not for me. Other people look good in dresses but I thought I wouldn't."

"Guess your were wrong, you look gorgeous. But I mean what am I expecting, you look literally great in anything."

"Oh stop. But I like your dress too. It suits you."
"Thanks Minnie. Okay, let's go now, of it will be too late and we won't have that much time. Did you tell the boys?", she asks.

"I told Chan. But I said they don't have to worry and we will be fine", I assure.
"You didn't told Hyunjin?"
I look to the ground. I kinda feel bad for not telling him. But he would worry too much. He would expect something like last time.

"No, but it's not that big of a deal. I don't want him to make a big thing out of it. I mean we can take care of ourselves, right?"
"Yes ma'am. Okay let's really go now."
We take a taxi so that Jieun doesn't have to drive later and we go to the first bar.

And we had fun. We drank together and danced, even tho that wasn't the smartest thing because at some point some weird ass men came, so we left again.

We went to a few bars and to be honest, we both drank a lot. But we didn't had to spend a lot of money. There were so many dudes that just payed our drinks. It's maybe not the morally correct thing to do to accept drinks from strangers even tho you know you don't want to have anything to do with them, but we just did it anyways.

After a few hours were we had a lot of fun and laughed a lot, we went back home.
And Jieun really made sure I arrived at home, she drove with me to the apartment and dropped me off at the door and then only drove home herself.

I had a great night, I was really happy.
I open the door and enter the apartment, barefoot with my high heels, technically Jieun's high heels, in the hand.

And there is Hyunjin sitting, all by himself in the living room. He's not even watching Tv or on the phone or doing something else, he just stares at me coming in.

"Oh, heyyy Hyunjinnnn", I say and wave at him.
"Why didn't you told me your went out?", he asks.
"You're a drama queen. I didn't wanted you to ruin it", I answer, without much thinking.

I was more busy trying to look at one point without getting dizzy.
"Oh, I'm sorry that I worry about you", he said in a sarcastic tone.

I giggle and sit down on the ground in front of the couch.
"You're so cuteee", I say.

"Stop it. You're so annoying", he sounds very pissed.
"What did I do to you?", I ask, still not very focused on the conversation. I am just staring at the ceiling fascinated by how everything moves.

"First of all you lied to me. Why would you do that?"
"Haha. You would go crazy if you knew how good I can lie", the words just come out of me, I can't really control anything I'm saying.

"What do you mean?, he asks confused.
"You never heard that, just forget that", I lay my finger on my lips and giggle again.

"Soomin."
"Oh my god, I'm so hungry."
"Soomin."
"Can I take some food, do we have something here? I want ramen can I-"

"Soomin listen to me!", he yells.
To my surprise, he grabs my face with his hand and lifts me even a little bit up from the ground so that I can't move my head.

This is the first time he had my full attention this night. But not really in a good way.
"You're hurting me!", I whine.
I can't even talk properly because his grip is so so strong.

"Listen. to me", he says again, it seems like he doesn't really care that he's hurting me.

I nod, slightly, I can't move my head much. I am kinda scared of him right now. I don't know why he's so angry at me but it's a little bit terrifying.
I never saw him that and before.

The others come out of their rooms to see what is going on.
"What is going on here?", Chan asks confused.
"Stay out of it", Hyunjin answers.
"Hyunjin, please don't be mad at her for-"

"I told you to stay out!", he yells.
"A good liar you say? You're lying to all of us, am I right?", he pauses and for one moment, there's silence.

"Soomin. Tell me. Are you Song Chinsun?", he asks then.
That was so unexpected. It feels like it's not even reality, like it's a dream.

But it's not.
I don't know what to do.
"H-how do you know?", I stutter.
I'm not in the state to pull off a good lie right now. I can't really control what I'm saying anyways.

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