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i was currently eating mcdonalds and watching netflix with mattia and kai . i havent ate in so long so i was happy that i had some food . im really still in shock of how and why this happened. if i caused any true harm to anyone i would know . if this was about cynthia , i didnt mean to send her to jail , she should have never tried to do that to me and i dont tolerate bullshit like that. i know she made bail and she was not allowed to come back here , but if she tried to send someone to kill me , i will fly my ass to canada and handle her myself .
" hey y/n how you feeling?" alvaro said walking in with ballons and a bear . " aww aloe you didnt have to , and i feel better." i replied in aw from the sweet gesture. " good , because im tired of being in 6th period alone." alvaro said and i replied with a laugh . " well im going to be out of school for a while sooo ... you will be by yourself for a couple of weeks." i said , knowing im going to miss weeks worth of school work is stressful but my teachers should understand.
" i soon as i leave here the first thing im gonna do is take a cold shower and sleep." i said . when i sleep in this bed it is very uncomfortable and i just want to get in an actual bed. " can someone get my clothes , toothbrush , shoes , phone , charger , and my other stuff...... pleaseeee?" i said . everyone looked at me like i said something wrong. " fine we will get it" alvaro said , " umm no offense but i want to still feel cute , and yall will literally just pick up anything so meliyah and lelani can you go with them and get my clothes?" i said . " heyyy i can dress!" mattia said turning his head looking at me . i laughed at his comment.
everyone left except for me mattia , because he doesnt want to leave me all by myself . i at least though this week was gonna be normal but i guess i thought wrong . mattia was sleeping while i was just in my thoughts . in that moment all i could think of is i don't want to die . i tried my hardest to be normal and try to live my life , but i could've never done it all because i always thought about my parents death . that morning my grandma told me i couldn't captivate anything that was happening . everything just went dark as if someone turned the lightbulb off in my head , all i heard was faded cries and then silence. i cried and cried until i found myself in a place where i couldn't think for myself or i didn't have any tears left to cry . i didnt talk to anyone for weeks , i didn't eat , and sleep . i felt lost and alone without them , my mom and dad where the biggest source of lightness to my world , and the moment they were gone my world became deeply dark. " all this made me want to pee " i slowly got up from bed and took my crutches and went to the bathroom . 5 mins later i came out and saw mattia gone , " he must have went to the food court or something" i said to myself . i got back in bed and waited for him to come back , few seconds later he bust in the room scaring me . " oh shit you scared me " i said , " where were you ?" he asked worried . " i went to the bathroom" i said in confusion . " oh okay , i meant what i said about not leaving your side" he replied. " i know , i really had to pee and i didnt want to wake you up" i said.
1 hour later the rest of the group came back with my stuff . i put my phone on the charger and waited for it to charge . " the house was clean when we got there" meliyah said , i figured my dads crew would end up going there , i dont really know why they do but its better for me. i would always leave a tip but this time i wasn't there to do it. " nothing was missing , and everything just looked normal" meliyah continued . good , now i dont have to worry about anything being gone. " okay good , and thank you again , you guys really mean a lot to me" i said. " alright i got to head home mom is calling , anyone need a ride ?" meliyah said while giving me a hug . " yeah we got to go to" ale said getting up . " okay bye guys see you tommorow" i said waving to them . " okay lets go to sleep because i am tiredddddddd." mattia said dragging the d. he laid in the bed and cuddled up with me and 20 mins later of talking about random stuff we went to sleep.
" cant wait to get out of here"
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you're my drug/ mattia polibio
Fanfictiony/n moves to New Jersey for her senior year. 2 years ago both her parents passed away so she lived with her grandparents. She decided she needed to get away. When she did she never thought she would find ...... him... he was the one .