(play song)
- mattia
we finally made it to y/n house and when i looked in the backseat she was asleep . she looked so cute especially with her baby bump.
wow i cant believe she is really pregnant. now i feel even worse.
i got out the front seat and walked over to her side to open the door . i lightly shaked her " baby wake up , we're here" i told her .
her eyes fly open and she rolls her as she sees me . she stepped out of the car almost losing balance and i caught her .
" please be careful " i say grabbing on to her . she pushed me off and walked to the front door . i hear little sniffles to indicate that she is crying .
i waited a bit to go inside because it been a while since ive came here . this place has alot of memories of us together and its really special to me . i will never forgive myself for hurting her .
she is everything to me and im to afraid to lose her . tears started to form in my eyes and they rolled down my cheek . i walked up to the front door only to see y/n already went inside .
as i walked in it felt different a lot lighter , it still had that vanilla scent that i loved . it was still clean . i walked around to go to the stairs and see all of our pictures still up on the wall . then i see pictures of the group and us together . i just feel like i made everything fall apart .
i walked upstairs into her room to see her sitting on the edge of the bed . i walked in and closed the door and sat right next to her .
- y/n
mattia walked in the room and sat next to me . i scooted further away from him and he just followed me . he shouldnt be playing right now .
there was nothing but tension and silence in the room . i wanted to say alot of things but i cant do it . i dont want to argue and fight like that with him again . i dont like seeing him hurt this way and i know he doesnt like seeing me hurt . to late for that though .
" you...you made a promise to be loyal and respect " i said in a soft tone . " you told me you will never leave me "
" i know y/n and im sorry can you let me explain ple-please " he said with his voice cracking at the end .
" talk" i said lightly .
" when i first found out , i was really excited until i found out that i had to leave for three months. i wasnt expecting to go that long so i was kind of sad when i knew i had to leave you . i didnt want to tell you beacause i was afraid to see you hurt . i knew if i was gonna tell you , you would break up with me and i didnt want that . i know i was wrong and should have told you and i will keep on saying sorry and sorry until you forgive me " he cried .
i believe him , i just dont know if i can trust him.
" i believe you mattia , i just dont know if i could trust you again . i do love you and really want to get back with you but i need some time " i said .
" i understand " he nods slowly . i hear quiet snobs . " mattia please dont cry " i begged. i got up and stood infront of him .
" look at me " i asked . he looked at me with those stupid cute ass eyes with tears in it . i lifted both of his hands and placed them on my stomach . he looked sad at first and then a little smile grew on his face .
" wow , im gonna be a dad !" he whispered . " are you gonna keep it ?"
" i dont know yet , but im really reconsidering my first option . if you can live up to your promise and i can trust you again that you wont leave , we will keep them . if not i will give it up for adoption " i say . " i know it sounds hard but i cant handle taking care of a baby on my own and i need you to be there all the time." i smile a bit .
" okay , um hi little me " he talks to my belly . " yup this is your stupid dad here , i love you already and your not even born yet " he cries .
he rubs my belly even more and pulls me closer to him . " god your so soft " i chuckled .
"can we cuddle please ? i just need to be with you " he said . " no my baby needs space " i pushed him away . i walk over to my side of the bed and get in . " OUR baby to be exact " he says and i roll my eyes .
he laid on the other side facing me , he lifted my dress and started rubbing my belly again . "meliyah is probably the happiest person right now" he laughs lightly and i chuckled .
" she is the one the manifested this on us , with her aunty having ass " i laugh .
" i always said i wanted to have kids with you , but i wasn't expecting it to be so soon" he says . "well with god you never know" i whispered .
" i love you and im sorry " mattia says softly . " i love you " .
" can i kiss you ?" he asked while looking at my lips . " go ahead " i said .
he grabbed my cheek and pulled me in and we kissed . it felt like the first time we kissed . little butterflies grew in my belly and he always knew how to make me feel better.
a/n
awww they so cute . anyways bye this is the last update for now . hope yall have fun with this cliffhanger for a while . i got some big sh1t coming .
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you're my drug/ mattia polibio
Fanfictiony/n moves to New Jersey for her senior year. 2 years ago both her parents passed away so she lived with her grandparents. She decided she needed to get away. When she did she never thought she would find ...... him... he was the one .