pretty thing ~ minsung

027.

tw [!] mentions of self harm

"m-minho?" jisung yawned as he slowly sat up.

"hey baby. i didn't wake you up, did i?" minho giggled and rubbed jisung's cheeks, which was a little habit of his these past few days.

jisung gently shook his head and snuggled into minho's neck.

"i know you were staring at me while i was sleeping, kitten." jisung laughed. minho shrugged and nodded,

"i mean, why wouldn't i? you're too cute sungie." he pouted. then, his eyes trailed down to the younger's heart shaped lips.

"sungie,,,,can i kiss you?" minho shamelessly asked. jisung's face flushed red as he stared at minho in shock.

"w-what?-" his words got cut off by minho smashing his lips onto his. jisung wasted no time and responded to the loving kiss. he pulled minho in closer by the hips and swiped his tongue on the older's bottom lip, asking for an entrance.

minho, of course, let jisung slip his tongue into his mouth, deepening the kiss even further by wrapping his arms around his neck.

jisung then trailed his lips lower, attacking minho's soft neck.
the brunette couldn't help letting out small mewls and whimpers as the younger left love bites on his skin.

"s-sungie..." he moaned, which added more fuel to the fire.

"bitch- ow! are you a vampire or what?! expose yourself!" minho rolled his eyes. a faint colour of red rested on his cheeks as he rubbed the spot jisung bit on.

"hey! you enjoyed it though~" jisung crossed his arms with a smirk. minho smiled and hugged the younger.

"i can't believe i kissed you, ew."

"meanie!"

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elix got back from school at around 4pm. he was bored.

don't get him wrong-- he really cared for his friends and the situation they were currently in but personally, he was so fucking bored.

he felt so lonely now. all of his friends had boyfriend's apart from him. he would he lying if he said he didn't miss hanging out with his little friend group. it felt like he was sinking back into the dark hole he finally left.

he was also jealous, jealous of his friends all finding their significant other.

yeah, there was changbin who seemed to have an obvious liking towards the freckled faced boy, but felix was scared.

he was so fucking scared. he wasn't even sure if he liked changbin in that way yet. he was afraid of messing it all up.

he knew changbin liked him, but he also knew changbin only liked what he was on the outside. his happy side.

his sunshine and rainbows side, which was very obviously his fake side.

but reality was,

felix was actually a slut.

he slept around with a bunch of different men every weekend and drank his pain away at bars, he even gained big money out of it.

all of them had their own little way of getting rich, the dirty way.

it was sad honestly.

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f he was ever to get into any kind of relationship with someone, he'd be obliged to tell them the truth, which he was scared of.

he was scared of his disgusting self.

so for now, he'll just push reality away and continue faking everything to please the people around him.

his phone dinged and he quickly wiped a few tears that flowed down his cheeks.

he opened his chats and saw who texted him

[unknown 5]

hey baby

who are you again?

wdym? its me jiwoo?

who ?

the guy you fucked with on saturday?

oh

the sloppy one who probably never had sex before?

what?!

you're lixie right?

duh

wow you're very rude

ok and

why are you texting me?

i was hoping to have another appointment~

how much

idk like,, 600?.

no thanks, too low .

also please dont contact me again.

[!] you have blocked this user!

felix lazily shut his phone and got off his bed. he then grabbed his towel and left to the bathroom. he filled up his bathtub with his favourite strawberry scented soap and watched as the bubbles slowly filled up till the neck of the tub.

as soon as the water reached the perfect level, felix got in. he let his body adjust to the warm temperature as he played around with the bubbles with a bored face.

he layed there for a while. every now and then lifting up his thighs, staring at the healing cuts that littered his thighs, all made by himself. he traced his fingers over a more recent one, the pain striking through his body.

felix was scared of himself. he was scared to think about what he was capable of doing to himself. the pain was not sufficient anymore.

he was physically and mentally exhausted and he wanted to escape from this cruel world .

~tbc

HIIIII

minsung finally made out 😪

hope y'all enjoyed this chapter that i wrote during class <3

please stay safe x