Love, Lies and Levi (Levi x Reader)

Chapter 26

"Well I understand now why you thought he lied to you." Eren admitted. "But I'm glad that wasn't the case, because one day I want to love someone as much as he loves you." And you smiled at what he said.

"You're not with Mikasa?" You asked, curious if he knew Mikasa liked him or not.

"Oh, no, we're not like that."

Stupid boy.

You laughed a bit, "I wouldn't say that just yet." You said and he now looked at you in complete confusion.

"Captain!" You turned to whoever shouted for you, and you saw Ava emerge from the shadows.

"Ava, hey?" You were wondering why she was here.

"I heard you ask Erwin to skip out to talk to your lover boy or meanie captain, so I decided to take over babysitting for tonight." She lifted you from your chair and sat in it.

"Thank you, Ava." You were so grateful for her, and you bent down and hugged her.

"Yeah, yeah now go, I saw Levi go to the room." She said, pushing you off.

"Thanks, bye Eren, see you tomorrow!" And before you could hear him say anything else you went running to your room.

You ran up the stairs and slammed the front door open. Levi just stared at you from his desk. "Is there a reason you're slamming doors." He looked unamused as he continued to do paperwork.

"Levi," you started and closed the door behind softly, "I had dinner with your squad today."

"That's nice." He sounded uninterested, his eyes still focused on the paper in front of him.

"And they seemed scared..." You waited to see if he'd look up, but he didn't. "Because they basically have to do everything to keep Eren safe, including sacrificing their own lives."

"Mhm." He nodded, still not looking at you.

"Does that include you?"

"Mhm." You frowned and stormed to his desk and ripped the pen out of his hand. "Do you mind? I need to finish these before tomorrow's expedition."

"You're not leaving me." You furrowed your eyes. "And I refuse to let you die tomorrow!"

"That's not exactly up to you now is it." He finally looked up at you, but he looked annoyed. He saw as you looked upset. "And it's not up to me either."

"Levi, this is the first time I'm actually scared you won't come back to me." You admitted.

He let out a sigh and stood from his chair and walked around his desk to you. "Remember what we said all those years ago?... There's no way we can predict the outcomes when it comes to the titans."

"I know, but the way they were talking-"

"How about this," he cut you off and moved closer to you, his arms now gripping your waist, "I promise,  I'll do anything to survive, but while still following my orders. Just as you were ordered to too."

"That's not enough Levi." You said, trying to push him back but his grip tightened.

"Tch, since when have you doubted me so much against titans." He pulled you into his body.

"Levi!" You chuckled as he nipped at your ear. "I started worrying since I'm no longer there to protect you." You teased, still trying to push him off and he laughed, finally letting him go.

He leaned in to kiss you, but he paused and pulled back making a grossed out face, "What?" You asked.

"You stink." You frowned at his comment and pushed past him as he laughed.

"Asshole." You said loud enough for him to hear.

When you hopped in the shower and started to wash your hair, as much as Levi tried to make you feel better about tomorrow's expedition, you were still worried for him.

You saw the look in your old squads eyes. Not only were you afraid of losing Levi, you were also scared of losing your family. You fought a long time with Eld and Oluo, a little less with Gunther and Petra but your relationship with them was just as strong when they joined.

For a couple of years, you saw them more as your siblings than Athen. So losing them would be one of the worst things that could happen tomorrow.

You wanted a way to ensure all of their safety, but it was out of your hands. You couldn't sneak off because your squad was essential for whatever Erwin had planned for when you were deep in the forest.

All you could do really, is... trust them.

Trust that they will come home to you.

After washing every inch of your body, you finally hopped out of the shower and dried yourself with your towel.

You walked out brushing your wet hair and bent down to grab one of Levi's shirts. You contemplated if you should throw on some underwear... but you remembered Levi can't sleep before expeditions, so you didn't bother with them.

Besides... it's been way too long since you last had him... and you were going to change that tonight.

You walked into his office and seeing that he was still so focused on his papers, you decided he had done enough for today.

You made your way to him and placed yourself behind him, you wrapped your arms around his chest and kissed the back of his head.

"Are you almost done?" You asked, moving your arms a bit, feeling his toned chest.

"Mmm, not really." He said, sounding bothered in what you were doing.

So you moved your arm a little further down and your face now to his neck.

"What are you doing (Y/n)?" He asked, as you left small kisses on his neck.

"What do you think?" You whispered in his ear, kissing right under it.

"You need to rest." He protested, but his body told you otherwise as he adjusted himself so it was easier for you to reach down.

You moved your hand further down and through his pants you felt his hard length already.

You spun his chair around and leaned in closer to his face. "I've had plenty of rest." You leaned forward and when he moved his to reach for a kiss you began to move down.

Now on your knees and in between his legs.