Finally Free - Charlie Gillespie

Chapter sixty-three

Kenedi
"You're back together?!" Sofia nods making me scream. "YES! Oh my god!" She laughs shaking her head.

"He explained everything to me including his feelings about me."

"What did he say?"

"He said he loves me and wants to have a family with me."

"So he wasn't actually upset you were pregnant?"

"No. He was just concerned about ruining my life which he hasn't. He's made it so much better." I raise an eyebrow at her. "You have too!"

"Oh I know I have. I'm the only one that matters."

"Yeah okay. I'll let you have your moment." I gasp offended. "I'm kidding! Of course you're the only one that matters."

"Exactly. I have made your life better."

"You really have though. Thank you for being my best friend." I smile lightly squeezing her hand.

"You're stuck with me, bitch."

"Oh I know. There's nothing I could do to make you leave." I nod agreeing. "Can I tell you something without you getting upset?"

"Of course." She sighs shakily lying back on the bed. I lay down next to her and smile when she lays her head on my shoulder.

"While Owen and I were broken up, he hooked up with a lot of girls."

"Oh."

"He was drunk most of the time that it happened."

"Was it with anyone you know?"

"No just random girls from bars that he met." I guess that's not as bad as kissing your best friend in front of you.

"Do you trust him?"

"I do. I mean it's not like we're going to have sex tonight, but I trust him. I am going to ask him to get tested before we do anything."

"Good. But hopefully he was smart enough to use protection."

"I never asked him about that, but I hope he did."

"Are you going to try for another baby?" She smiles lightly gently rubbing my stomach.

"I'm ready whenever he is, Ken." I giggle quietly gently touching my stomach. She leans down and kisses it then lays back down on my shoulder.

"I already know you're going to be a great second mother, Sof."

"A baby should have both of his or her parents involved in their life, Kenz." I sigh shakily frowning slightly.

"I know. And I know he'd want to be in the baby's life."

"So then you should let him."

"It hurts to look at him."

"Because you're broken up?" I don't respond feeling bad for the real reason. "Because you can't stop seeing him kissing me." I sigh frowning.

"I'm sorry. It's not about you I promise."

"It's just seeing him kiss someone else hurts." I nod feeling my eyes water. "I understand completely. It would hurt if I saw Owen kissing someone else so I get it."

"What makes it worse is that he didn't kiss just a random person. He kissed my best friend. In front of me." She sighs.

"I still think you should just talk to him."

"I know I should, but I'll break down if I just look at him. That's why I've been ignoring him."

"If he were to take you back, would you want to be with him?" I silently think over everything we've been through.