𝔽𝕠𝕠𝕝𝕤 ℝ𝕦𝕤𝕙 𝕀𝕟 || ֆȶɛʋɛռ ǟɖʟɛʀ

ℙ𝕙𝕠𝕖𝕟𝕚𝕩, 𝔸𝕣𝕚𝕫𝕠𝕟𝕒 & 𝔽𝕒𝕞𝕚𝕝𝕪 𝕊𝕦𝕣𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕤𝕖 𝕍𝕚𝕤𝕚𝕥

This plane ride is dead quiet, the only thing that can be heard is Lupé's walkman and Bella's inaudible speaking. I guess everyone is still on edge with going home and more importantly they've been walking on eggshells when it comes to talking to me. I don't see why I'm fine, yeah I know you're suppose to be like this emotional and delicate person when sharing the news of something so explicit like that to someone but it's better than holding it in. Now would I have gone on another year with this in my memory absolutely but in the end it had to come out. Right now I'm wishing it didn't come out and people would just go back to normal

"Ladies we will be landing shortly give or take 20 minutes" hearing the pilot on the intercom

"Finally"

"Not a big fan of flying ?"

"Just ready to see my boys and my family since it's been 5 years since I left them"

"I wouldn't think I'd be able to go that long without visiting my family"

"When you had a problem like I did you learn to do it and say it's for the best. So your dad was really okay with me just taking you like that ?"

"He knows it's for work purposes so he just wants me to call and check in every hour. Besides he needs to get scouting for a job so I know he'll be kept busy"

Nodding I leave her alone just looking out the window. Looking behind me I see Lupé changing her cassette tape which gives me time to try and talk to her before she begins back in her own little world. Stepping over Heidi's legs I make way to the very back of the way plane

"Mind if I sit" gesturing to the empty seat next to her

"I know you won't leave me alone unless you do so go ahead"

Sitting down I look to her waiting to see if she'll say anything or I'm to do all the talking

"Are you gunna just be this bitch to me the whole time ?"

"Wow okay no lube needed huh, how bout we see why I'm not talking to you. My dad, you know the asshole that was ruining your childhood, is arguably the biggest jump off in history and now I have to live with that. I'm not trying to overshadow you but have you ever thought that maybe just maybe how it feels for me ? The spawn or specimen, my mother is a crack house whore and now my dad is a rapist furthermore going to jail. I have such great parents for role models huh, I should be feeling bad for you really but you also put a strain on my life. I don't even know if I should believe you for all I know you could be lying"

"Are you fucking serious, you honestly think I'm lying bout something so traumatic that I just need to ruin your life. Boy fuck me huh Lupé, you know you always were a bitch when we were kids but now this takes the cake. Well how but fuck you and your disgusting ass excuse of a father, I hope he rots in hell and you can join him for all I care"

Returning to my seat I don't move the rest of the plane ride until it's time to get off

10:10am

"So where did you say we're stopping first ?"

"I just want to visit my abuelos then we'll go. Have to catch them before they start leaving out doing their own thing until the show starts"

"You packed pretty light for a visiting trip"

"Don't plan on being out too long that's why, c'mon let's go find them"

Waiting outside with the rest of the De La Cruz family I stay to myself or speak to Heidi since she's easier to talk to than them. Lupé made no effort to apologize or speak to me after the rude exchange in words so screw her, my aunts have been talking amongst themselves or really bickering. Those two never aren't entertaining to watch, makes me really miss having them around