ℕ𝕠𝕥 𝕄𝕪𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕋𝕠𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 & 𝕄𝕚𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕦𝕟𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟

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~ November 7, 1987 ~

Day 4 on the road and I still haven't had a full conversation with the guys besides Axl, I don't know the logic behind it but I think they're starting to notice because I'm getting the cold shoulder from Steven and Slash. Duff tries every now and then but I give short answers and use the excuse of I need to work. He falls for it every time but sooner or later he's gunna get pissed too, who really should be ready to explode any minute is Izzy. I haven't once addressed him with any affection or sort of talking but as I said it's only a matter of time

"Coming out troublemaker or looking to stay in again" seeing Axl at the front of the bus

"Probably looking to stay in with my walkman for another hour, can't go wrong with The Who"

"Okay c'mon I'm getting you out of this bus today" he marches over ripping the headphones from my ears

"You asshole, you can't make me"

"I can and I will, besides someone wants to meet you" grabbing my arm pulling me up from my comfortable position "now put on some pants and let's go, you have 5 minutes otherwise I'll drag your ass out pants less without a regret"

"You wouldn't dare"

"4 minutes now you're wasting time"

"Alright fine get out"

Stupid Axl and his stupid attitude, I don't need to face the world. The world doesn't give a shit about me, I could die today and it would still go on without me. Finally putting on some suitable clothes I throw my suitcase on the floor kicking it to the corner stomping out the bus seeing him waiting

 Finally putting on some suitable clothes I throw my suitcase on the floor kicking it to the corner stomping out the bus seeing him waiting

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"See sunlight you could use some, now let's go see if everyone is ready for you"

"Well I'm not ready for everyone, okay they practically hate me for being the biggest bitch in the universe to them"

"You know ignoring them isn't gunna help it'll only make you more an ass for shutting them out. Just talk to them and get it over with"

"How, how do you bring up to someone that you don't find it remotely fun to be doing bullshit drugs"

"They don't go over the top with it so it's not that huge of a problem"

"Axl it killed my best friend okay you can't imagine I'd be on board with someone, no scratch that some people I love the closest to me doing it. And I'm finding out the hard way"

"How'd you find out anyways ?" we both round the corner getting into the Lakefront arena

"I watched your guys' interview, first I looked at it as 'oh they're just probably tired or camera shy' but then Duff was too quiet, Slash sounded clueless and couldn't get out a sentence correctly in my opinion, Izzy looked lost and was staring in fucking outer space. Steven was disinterested, I get you do most of the talking anyways but something was way off there"

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