~ February 10, 1987 ~
These past couple of weeks have been pretty hard to move on with. Well for me at least I can't say the same for Steven, he still comes in everyday he can spending with Isabella. Normally any woman would be happy about that, but I guess we still happen to forget that we're not necessarily together when he tries to kiss me or when I almost spit out 'I love you' when he's leaving with her. It still hurts after hearing the truth but in the end I'm gunna learn to accept it. Three days from now marks 5 months for Bella and she's been pushing herself more and more to stand on her own. Now I should be happy but not entirely, all the times she's trying she's with Steven and I'm hearing about it
Hearing the phone I answer it with a quiet 'hello'
"Why are you whispering ? Is Bella sleeping ?" Zoe asks
"It's 5:24am here, where are you now ?" looking over to see Bella still sleeping
"Poland fucking freezing my ass off too, and it's 11:24 of the afternoon here so yeah"
"Figures how's it coming along ready to be home"
"A little I mean I'm tired of waking up so early and the constant jet lag that comes with it is the worst, but on the other hand Kirk and the guys will be back in San Francisco to work on new songs so he'll be kinda busy" hearing the sadness in her voice
"Well remember he could always come here and you don't have to be home urgently"
"I still work for a living n/n I'm no freeloading floozy, besides maybe you could come back to work with me it's almost 5 months now and you did say you wanted to get back to doing what you love"
"You're right plus I could use the downtime, hate being locked up in a house all day it's making me institutionalized"
"So what are you doing awake this early if it's 5 there"
"I don't know I woke up this early at 4, just gunna wait until Isabella wakes up then start the day"
"Steven isn't home again"
"Nope guess he went to party with the guys and got hungover so he's with them" making up a lie
No she doesn't know everything, but with Zoe it's best if she doesn't know. She can be very...psychotic if she finds out anyone hurt family. And I do mean ANYONE she doesn't make exception if you're famous or not an asswhopping will be in store if she finds out whatever you did
"Hang on the guys want to say hi" she mocks in a manly voice
"Hey n/n how's it going" hearing a cheery Jason on the line
"Could be better but I'll manage how's the last 3 days of touring coming guys"
"Ready for the fucking tour to end no but it's going good we can't believe it's over already" Lars corrects himself but I can hear the rest laughing in the background
"Uh huh well where's the final stop"
"Sweden...yeah Gothenburg, Sweden"
"Well I'm gunna let you guys go okay I feel Bella stirring awake" seeing her in fact fussing to wake up rubbing her little hands over her face aggressively
"She's in the bed with n/n aw how cute" James mocks in a girly manner
"Fuck you guys, love you Zoe bye"
"What no love for us" Kirk rushes out before I can hang up
"You're right, love you Kirk and Jason" slamming the phone down before I hear anymore protest, a little tough love never hurt anyways
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