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ℕ𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕁𝕦𝕕𝕘𝕖 𝕒 𝔹𝕠𝕠𝕜 & ℂ𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘

⚠️ warning, just know it gets dark ⚠️

~ May 29, 1989 ~

"We have to host an annual celebration for the near 2 years we've been a booming success, I think we should launch these dresses first and then we have to hold off on everything else" hearing Sheri but not really hearing her "y/n ?"

"Huh, yeah no I heard" twisting my pen in my fingers "Sheri can I ask for a little time off ?"

"While normally I don't mind because you're a workaholic and get stuff done I do want to know the purpose of this, what's going on at home ?" watching her set the binder down looking across her table to me

"I just have some personal matter I'm trying to avoid, I don't wanna be home or in California however"

"Well how long would this time off take because last year you missed my stag party and you were the guest of honor"

"I'm sorry, no I'll be back in time before July I'm sure can't stay away from the waters too long. I don't even think I'll leave I just returned from Vancouver, all this flying is making me nauseous"

"You're practically a mermaid, but whatever it is I hope you can pull through and get back to a better state"

"Thanks, I'm gunna go check on Carson and Raphael in the fabric room then probably hibernate in my office" standing up grabbing my stuff and the binder

"Not going to lunch you go on break in 6 minutes" she asks looking at her watch then me confused

"Not today" shaking my head going out the door

I haven't even begun to feel happy, lately since the bombshell that was dropped on me I've been not sleeping and hardly wanting to eat. I think Bella is sensing my mood change because she's constantly coming to sit in my lap and put all my focus to her once I get home. Heidi hasn't noticed yet which is good, Teresa was unfortunately home of the night me and Lupe returned. I'm pretty sure she noticed something was off when I didn't give her a sarcastic response to her comments. Lupe just went to her room and didn't come out until yesterday since she needed to get out of her thoughts and I advised her to call Yvette to let her know what's happening. I haven't told anybody because I still don't want to believe it, I hope that they don't give him the appeal, I'm not one to wish bad things on people without a valid reason, but I hope someone in there finds out what he did and kills him. I haven't even gotten around to my grandma and seen how she feels about this let alone knows, probably best not to tell her since she's finally come to terms with everything

"Uh oh, hi Ms Santana. Heard about your little interview, did you really tell Samantha Phillips you'd slap her pretty little face ?" Raphael asks seeing me first

"Hello my little prima donnas, how are you both ? I'm great and yes I did, she deserved it" keeping it simple faking a smile

"So I've heard, she distinctively tried to imply that you whore around with any rockstar you can get your hands on. When in the reality is you just are a natural born good looking woman who can grab any man by the balls and his heart" Carson comes over standing by with two of the dresses

"These look beautiful, great job keeping sequins on" looking over them genuinely amazed

"Glad you think so, one is yours and the other is Olivia when she gets back from Italy"

"What'd she go there for ?"

"Carrie had something scheduled for her to do think it was a bikini cover ? Why in Italy we don't know, but she also has an interview but we won't get to see it"